For Her: Freshman Year - A Zane~Chan fan fiction (On Hold)

For Her: Chapter 8

For Her: Chapter 8
A Zane~Chan Fanfiction
Ok so I'm gonna write this one in Zane's POV because last time it was a short chapter so ya. Plus I think it will sound better in his point of view. I hope you like this chapter because I worked REALLY hard to get it out for you guys to read since I'm really busy with the fact that I'm on vacation. Ok anyway, enough of me blabbing on and let's just start the chapter.

Zane's POV
She just invited me over like that? Does she really want to hangout with a worthless shadow like me? I'm so useless to her... I'll just break her heart if we become friends. Why am I doing this to her. Duh Zane, your being selfish. Your obviously doing it because your lonely! Shut up me! Ugh, I need to stop talking to myself. It makes me look weirder... I need to stop ranting in my head and go to K.C's.

*Starts walking* (Yes they leave in walking distance.)

Zane: MOMMMMM!!! IM GOING OVER TO KAWAII~CHAN'S HOUSE!!! I'LL BE HOME LATER!!!
Mom: Ok Zuzu! I'll see you later! Be sure to be home by dinner! Oh, wait! Bring your friend over. She can have dinner with us!
Zane: OKAY IM LEAVING NOW!
Mom: Baiiiiiiii!
*Time skip: brought to you by lucky charms*
(Cause I'm hungry af)
Third-Person POV
knock knock knock*
Zane waits awkwardly and sticks his hands in the pockets of his black skinny jeans. He starts to tap his foot on the pavement of the steps to Kawaii~Chan's door. Then, to his luck, Kawaii~Chan opens the door.

Zane's POV
Zane: Hey K.C.
K.C: Hey Zane~kun!
That's when I noticed something. Dark circles? She looks so... tired. Has she been sleeping?
But then Kawaii~Chan snapped him out of the thought...
K.C: Oh, here, come in! *pulls the door open more so Zane can come in*
Zane: Um, ya sorry, I was just lost in thought.
K.C: Oh? Are you ok Zane~kun? You look a little shaken up.
Zane: Since were friends I can be honest right?
K.C: Um, ya. Why?
Zane: Well, this isn't about me K.C, I'm worried about you. You have seen a bit more on edge when we are at school and it looks like you are barely even sleeping. I'm really worried about you.
K.C: *tears stream down her face slowly*
Y-your worried about Kawaii~Chan? I-I...

Third-Person POV
As Kawaii~Chan tries to speak, choking back sobs, Zane looks at her with a sympathetic look. Zane just couldn't stand the thought of his only friend hurting. Kawaii~Chan tried but then, she broke. She started to cry, hard, tears were streaming down her cheeks like waterfalls. Then Zane spoke...

Zane's POV
Then I just couldn't take her sadness anymore I did something that surprised her and me. I wrapped my arms around her, and hugged her. This is something I never thought I would be doing, but it was nice. Then she rested her hands on my chest and buried her face in my shoulder. Then we dropped on the ground as her legs were weak from crying.
Zane: K.C...
K.C: All Kawaii~Chan has ever wanted w-was a best friend, someone to be there for her *looks up at Zane and smiles as tears stream down her face* but Kawaii~Chan has one now. If you will be my best friend that is.
Zane: *whispers* how did someone like you end up being best friends with someone like me?
K.C: Because your kind, brave, funny, calming, over protective, and caring. That's why your Kawaii~Chan's best friend. Kawaii~Chan accepts you for who you are and loves being around you. I guess other then family problems, Kawaii~Chan was scared she would be alone again.
Zane: Thank you. We are best friends forever. I'll be there for you, I promise.
K.C: Thank you. *Falls asleep*
Zane: She fell asleep? It's fine. I don't want to wake her up. I'll just carry her. Is she... purring? Cute...
*picks up Kawaii~Chan and carries her to her room*
*Time skip:Brought to you by your determination😏*
Zane's POV
*In the bathroom sitting on the floor*
Cut
What am I doing being friends with her?
You finally realize you don't deserve her?
Shut up! She said she wants me to be there for her...
She just feels sorry for you Zane. You know deep inside your just a useless coward
Cut
Shut up shut up shut up shut up
JUST GET OUT OF MY HEAD!
Oh but Zane, my jobs not over till you are gone.
Cut
Erased from the face of the earth
Cut
Not there to hurt anyone but yourself
Cut
BECAUSE YOU JUST A USELESS HUMAN NO ONE GIVES A CRAP ABOUT!
Slice
Zane: Aghhhh!

Third-Person POV
Zane was sobbing on the floor as blood poured from the newly made cuts on his wrists that were no mistake. The voice in his head that would never go away. Until it was all over. Then as the crying subsidized to whimpers Zane wrapped his arms with bandages and walked out of the bathroom. Then he fell. He was weak from lose of blood.

Zane's POV
I need to call someone.

...

Kawaii~Chan.

*Ring Ring*

K.C: Zane~Kun? Is everything ok? Didn't you just leave my house? I'm sorry I fell asleep but-
Zane: K-K.C, I need your help. Help me. Please...
K.C: Kawaii~Chan will be right over. *Beep*

Thank god...

And then everything went black.

ZANE! ZANE~KUN! PLEASE! PLEASE WAKE UP.

Third-Person POV
Zane woke up on his floor in Kawaii~Chan's arms. She was shaking and crying. Then she spoke.
(I know! I went there! I'm making some of this in K.C's POV. I know usually I keep to one POV per chapter but meh?)

Kawaii~Chan's POV
Zane~Kun... he can't die. Why is he bleeding? He must have fallen... I have to do something.

I run to grab bandages and wrap them around the blood seeping down Zane's arms. Then I wipe the excess blood off.

Zane:K.C... T-thank you.
K.C: *Wraps him into a hug* Of course. That's what best friends are for. Now how about we go watch so MLH?
Zane: Yes please.

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Oh my gosh guys I swear that literally took me three days to write! Anyway, I hope you liked it! Thanks for reading.
Luv you! -Author~Chan❤️
Word Count: 1,088