For Her: Freshman Year - A Zane~Chan fan fiction (On Hold)

For Her: Chapter 18

For Her: Chapter 18
A Zane~Chan Fanfiction

K.C's POV
I had been laying by Zane's bed side for at least 3 hours. He hadn't woken up yet. I just kept my ear buds in. Then a song came on. Tears streamed down my face.
I sang quietly to the song in a cracky voice while I cried.
If you want love
You gonna have to go through the pain
If you want love
You gonna have to learn how to change
If you want trust
You gonna have to give some away
Then I just broke down and crawled up on the bed and hugged Zane. How could I have let that happen? I can't lose anyone else I care about. I gripped his sweatshirt a bit tighter as I cried harder into his sleeping body. I layered my head on his chest. It was comforting to hear his heartbeat. Just to know he was alive. I don't know what I would have done if those weren't sleeping pills. I don't know why I care. I didn't even know it was possible to care this much about a person and their well being. He cares a lot about me to. I know that. When no one else does. He's a really amazing friend.
(Just cause you know how much I love to piss you guys off😁🖕🏻)
Zane's POV
I woke up in my bed to find weight on my chest. I looked to see K.C. Hugging me sleeping with her earbuds in. She was asleep. I could swear I blushed under my mask. I felt really tired and groggy. What happened? Then I remembered... the pills. I had taken the sleeping pills. Dammit. K.C. Must have come over and found me. She was probably  so scared. I'm such a fucking idiot. Whatever, I was a horrible friend anyway. She should know that by now... all the horrible things I've done without even considering her feelings... well I will be dead at some point so it doesn't matter. I should stop getting close to people. This is how others get hurt. If she gets hurt it my fault. She would understand... right?
K.C's POV
I slowly opened my eyes to see Zane awake sitting up in his bed.
K.C: ZANE! *hugs* *speaks in a muffled voice into his chest* I was so worried about you.
Zane: *In a cracking tearful voice* I'm sorry...
K.C: Shhhhhhhh it's ok. Your ok now. But you need to take care of yourself Zane. I'm scared you'll get hurt and like to believe you wouldn't want me to worry about you. So please, be safe, ok?
Zane: I'll try K.C. I'm trying really hard. But sometimes my best just never seems good enough...
K.C: I know Zane. The world really sucks. It screws around and ruins innocent people's lives who deserve much better. I don't want to sound like I don't care or make your situation less of a problem but your going to have to get through this one way or another. I need you to trust in me to help you get through it.
Zane: I trust you.
K.C: Ok. I'm glad. Can we just nap for a while?
Zane: Ya.
*K.C gets in the bed and they lay next to each other and relax in a cute best friend way*
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Sorry for another short chapter but I feel it's better to have shorter content sooner then longer in less. I also wanted to mention I might not get the chapters out as often. I hope you enjoyed this chapter! Thanks for reading.
-Author~Chan💖💗❤️
Word Count: 605