Here's this sudden feeling
Of ending everything
This pain is not worth it
Giving up feels the only way out
Those people pushing me away seems greater
Than those who are pulling me stay.
Who will believe me?
Who will want me?
The feeling just gets worst every single time.
It exhaust the hell out of me
And leaves me no choice
I am not coward, I just had enough
I just know I should not suffer this much
Maybe I am supposed to
But its purpose keeps getting blurry
Suddenly, living feels remorseful
Maybe I am a coward
But shouldn't I be called strong
Because I've been fighting it off for years?
Should I be judged by this moment
And not by the years I've tried?
As of now, I don't care much anymore
All I want is to end this battle
Right here, right now.
07/12/17
8:16 am
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Untold Poetry
PoesíaDeep thoughts that needs to be unleashed. How long can it last? How far can it stand? Would it leave? Would it vanish?
