KILLER || PJM✔️

thirteen

The following day I woke up feeling miserable.

My stomach felt achy, my heart hurt, I felt destroyed.

How could he do this? Pretend to be my friend then go and say he killed my girlfriend because he was in love with me!?

He's insane.

I always knew it and yet this made me one hundred percent sure of it.

"Are you okay?" Yoongi asks upon entering the room.

"Am I supposed to be?" I ask as I sit up and run my fingers through my bed head. 

"Good point" he says, sitting down beside me and pulling his cat onto his lap in the process.

"So, what should we do today? Now that you can finally leave the house" Yoongi says with a smile.

"I'd rather just stay in. I'm not feeling well" I say and Yoongi frowns.

"That's nonsense. We should go out to eat or go shopping at least. Don't you want to buy a new phone? You're walking around with an old outdated phone dude" Yoongi says and I sigh and shrug.

"Come on, it'll be fun" Yoongi says, nudging me and grinning widely.

"I don't know.." I say.

I wasn't very keen on the idea of going out in public the day after the trail hearing.

"You know you want to" he says and I finally give in.

"Okay but let's not stay out long" I say.

"Sure thing" he says as he pops up the goes to get ready.

Then we're off.

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We end up going to the mall where I buy some new clothes and a new phone then we go eat.

It felt weird being out and about because it seemed as if so many things had changed.

So far no one had recognized me.

It was as if no one cared nor even knew who I was.

"See, this is fun isn't it?" Yoongi grins as he nudges my side.

"I suppose" I say.

"Come on man, live a little" he sighs.

"What do you mean? I am living" I say, brows furrowed.

"You just seem uptight in a way. You should try to let loose and just have some fun" Yoongi says and I pull my lips in.

How was I supposed to have fun after everything that's happened??

"So, did you still want to go home? We can go back to your place and grab anything you need" Yoongi says randomly.

The thought of going back to my apartment didn't exactly sound appealing but there was some things that I wouldn't mind grabbing.

Just things I would need if I was going to be staying at Yoongi's place for a decent amount of time.

"Sure" I say and Yoongi seems a bit surprised by my answer but he doesn't say anything about it but instead drives us to my apartment.

Once we arrive there I can't bring myself to get out of the car.

As I just stare at my apartment complex, a shiver runs up my spine.

"I don't think I can do this" I say.

"I'll run inside and get what you need if you want" Yoongi says and I let out a breath and shake my head.

"No, no I have to do this" I say and get out of the car and take out my key.

We head inside and the quietness around us makes my blood run cold.

I hated this empty feeling.

When we get to my apartment I slowly unlock the door and push it open.

I'm instantly greeted with the smell of a house that had been closed off for a very long time.

Yoongi makes a sour face as he covers his nose.

I take a step inside and memories seem to hit me like a thousand bricks.

So many memories of Y/n and I just sitting in here and having movie nights or making dinner together.

Back when everything was so simple and easy.

"What did you need to grab exactly?" Yoongi asks, breaking me out of my thoughts.

"Just some clothes and other stuff" I say as I close the door behind me and head for my bedroom.

Everything was exactly as it was the last time I was in here. It was as if nothing had ever happened and yet being here made my blood turn icy.

Once I get into the room I open up my closet door and I'm hit with Y/n's perfume scent.

I cannot even bare it long enough to grab anything.

I shut the door and whip my head in the other direction.

I quickly gather my things then hurry out to the living room.

I have to get out of here.