KILLER || PJM✔️

fourteen

When we finally get back to Yoongi's house I set my things down and plop down on his couch.

I felt drained.

After being in that apartment all I could think about was Y/n and how much I miss her.

"You good?" Yoongi asks as he sits down beside me.

"No. I'm not" I say as I place my head into my hands.

"I know you miss her" he says.

"Of course I miss her. Everyday I miss her more than the last. I can't get her face out of my head from that night. The fear in her eyes when I stabbed her. It's haunting me every day" I cry out.

"It's gonna be okay" Yoongi says, trying to comfort me.

"It's not going to be okay! Y/n is gone and she's never coming back! What am I supposed to do without her Yoongi?" I ask as I feel a tear roll down my cheek.

I was suddenly crying and I couldn't stop.

"I'm so sorry" Yoongi says softly as he pulls me into a hug.

All I can do is cry into his shoulder.

He was all I had here now.

Y/n was gone and she wasn't coming back..

When I finally pull back I wipe my tears and push my hair back.

"You should get some rest" Yoongi says and then stands up and leaves the room.

I lay down and pull the blankets up to my nose.

I stare at the wall across from me until my eyes start to burn.

Slowly and painfully, I fall asleep.

-

Yoongi's POV

Jimin had stopped crying which probably meant he had finally fallen asleep.

My heart was breaking for him.

My best friend who was once so happy was now broken.

His smile rarely came and it wasn't hard to see that he was depressed.

I mean who wouldn't be after everything he's been through.

I want to tell him everything is going to be okay but that doesn't help at times like these.

All I can do is try to take his mind off of it.

For now I'd let him rest..that's the least I can do.