BTS SHIPS ONESHOTS

YOONSEOK 1: Please...

i just noticed that i never wrote a yoonseok chap. (yoonkook pt2 or vminkook next)
!TRIGGER WARNING!

Hoseok's POV

I woke up at my apartment. Jimin is usually with me but he got married with V and is having a honeymoon with him (( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)) he be moaning and begging for V (( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)) Now I am just all alone but I got Yoongi with me. His best friend, Namjoon is with Jin for some sort of project at work so Yoongi asked me if he can stay with me for a couple of days before Namjoon gets back. He was my friend before but now we got really close. I wouldn't lie that I have fallen for him. He is in fact a cute lil sugar cube. (get it coz sugar and suga and his smile is sweet- ok im out) His gummy smile always make me extra happy whenever I made him happy. His soft pale skin is just like a marshmallow. He is so cute but..what I didn't know before is that his depression is getting worse.

He would get so deep in his thoughts that he would cry randomly and I have to comfort him. I tried my best to forget his depression every single day but he would mostly be depressed every single night that I have to cuddle with him which is perfectly fine for me. He got depressed when his parents got a divorced and he went to his father and lived with him. He may be happy whenever he is with him but mostly not. He would go to school with a black eye or bruises on his face that our teacher always would asked him what happened and he would lie about him getting beaten up by his father. He also got anxiety. I feel so bad about him that I didn't noticed a tear was falling from my eye while I'm still laying down on my bed. I got up and noticed that Yoongi is not on the bed with me. Maybe he is in the couch. I got up and went to the living room and he's not here. Maybe he's outside because I gave him spare keys, but I still need to find him.
I went to the bathroom and shower and change to my casual clothes with an oversized T-shirt, a pair of skinny jeans and black sneakers.

I went outside without eating breakfast but I can go to McDonalds and buy a breakfast meal there. Once the elevator doors opened, low and behold Yoongi appeared. "Yoongi, where have you been?", I asked as I entered and pressed a button to go to the ground floor. "I was outside at the park just to get some fresh air.", he said while the doors closed. "Well you should have left a note or something. Anyways, did you ate breakfast?", I asked as I got closer to him. Even if he is older than me, he looks like a cute lil child just by his height. "Nope." "Well that's bad but good thing I am going to McDonalds plus I was about to search for you." "Oh. Sorry Hobi", he said as he turned away from my face and blushed with a shy expression. I smiled and the doors opened so we walked out.

We finally made it to McDonalds. I ordered a sandwich with a hash brown, ham and scrambled eggs and coffee and for Yoongi he bought the same thing but with orange juice. I got our orders and sat down. "Sorry for leaving the house without you knowing." "It's fine.", I said and gave him a smile. He smiled back and we go ahead and ate our sandwiches.
We finally made it back at home and we are sitting on the couch watching TV. I glanced over to Yoongi and I can tell by his face that he is thinking deeply in his thoughts and thinking about his depression. My face went down so I want to talk to him. "Hey..um please d-don't do it Y-Yoongi..", I said in a low tone. It's been like how many times that I heard Yoongi wanting to do suicide. "But..I feel likeI have to Hoseok. My life is just a mess and I don't have a nice childhood unlike the others. I don't like it when people just used me as a coverup or some shit. I can't deal with it anymore.", he said as tears are starting to form. I can't do anything but just hug him. I hugged him tightly and rest his head on my shoulder, having his head buried onto my neck. I can feel tears on my shirt. "Shh...Yoongi, it's fine. I am here ok? I'll be there for you. No matter what I will always protect you and..", I paused when I was about to say 'love you' on my sentence. "And what Hoseok?", he said as he pulled away from our hug. "Do you love me?", he asked and I was just frozen. I just stared into his eyes. He gave me a sad look and went back on watching. I feel bad for not answering him.