♦Chapter 12: Realisation♦

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•Jimin's pov

I wasn't talking with Sarah on our way back to her home, in fact I didn't talked with her much after Sehun, Chanyeol, Baekhyun and Suho sunbeinim joined us. I was very much pissed off after having their company on my day out which I actually planned to spend with Sarah only and which didn't happened. Instead of having some quality times with Sarah I just spent the whole day with all of them. And it was just too much for me to raise the anger within me. I became so much angry specially when I saw Sehun sunbaenim put his hand around Sarah's waist during the selfie time. From then I started boiling inside but I didn't showed it. I somehow managed to maintain my cool face intact. I tried to forget the incident. But unfortunately I couldn't. The whole incident was playing on my mind again and again which made me mad enough to just burst out in anger but I tried my best not to shower it on anyone. But it was getting hard for me to hold it. I needed to release it to somewhere. So I was continuously gritting my teethes to control my anger.

Sarah also observed that there is something wrong going with me but she didn't know what is it? She didn't get to understand why all of a sudden I stopped talking with her. She was confused. And she wanted to find it out but I knew she was hesitating to start up the conversation. Fidgeting with her hand from so many time she finally spoke up to break the silence in between us.

Sarah: It was an awesome day, isn't Jimin?

Me: Hmm. *Awesome day?*

Sarah: I enjoyed a lot today, thanks for taking me out with you, Jimin.

Me: Your welcome.

She remained silent for a few seconds and said.

Sarah: Hey Jimin um, is everything alright? I mean are you okay?

Me: Yes, I'm fine. *like hell*

Sarah: But you aren't looking fine Jimin. You can tell......

Me: I'M FINE SARAH, WHY DON'T YOU UNDERSTAND? WHY ARE YOU DISTURBING ME? CAN'T YOU SEE AM DRIVING RIGHT NOW? CAN'T YOU JUST SIT QUITE? I said to her, while looking towards her face with my high pitched voice.

Me: I'M FINE SARAH, WHY DON'T YOU UNDERSTAND? WHY ARE YOU DISTURBING ME? CAN'T YOU SEE AM DRIVING RIGHT NOW? CAN'T YOU JUST SIT QUITE? I said to her, while looking towards her face with my high pitched voice

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She jumped a little on her sit because of shock after getting this kind of behaviour from me all of a sudden. She didn't expect it from me. She was hurt. I saw her eyes sparkled up because of the visible tears but she held it back and I ignored the fact right then.

I stopped my car when we finally reached at her place. She get off from the car without saying anything. And collected her shopping bags from the back seat of my car. And I left the place leaving her standing alone with the shopping bags without saying anything to her, which I haven't did before.

I was so angry at that moment that I don't wanted to go home. Cause I knew that if I go there then I will surely hurt someone by my behaviour again. So I changed my direction and took my car towards one of the beach which is the most favourite place of mine. Where I used to go whenever I became sad, tensed or pissed off.

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