October 26, 2013
Everything you had with him
the past few months
ended last week
as quickly as he could say
"I never cared for you"
and run off with the girl
he dated while you were away.
I'm still here for you
and tonight your intoxicated kisses
sent shivers up my spine and
I had to stop you before
you did something you regret.
You told me you
just had to be sure and
I thought that was just your lips
being influenced by the alcohol
but I still had to ask
what you meant.
"That I need you, Ashton,"
you said and you turned away
before I could ask again,
"Because you're the only one
that I trust."
My breathing stopped and
I stared at you and
my thoughts became selfish
as I wondered if maybe
I could get into heaven after all.
