; Sunday
Seungri still hasn't talk to Ji yong in two days.
There will be dance practices soon, maybe they will talk then.
Seungri can't stay angry for him, they're a team of brothers.
It's like I am breaking them apart.
"Jae Eun," Young Bae comes in with a box.
"What's this?" We sit on the floor.
"It's for you though," Young Bae opens the box for me.
"Oh, my old stuff!" I raise my eyebrows in surprise.
"Jae Eun, this is what your mother kept when you were in high school when in Korea and in American. From your Aunt." Young Bae reads out loud.
"Isn't this us?" Young Bae took out a picture of Jiyong, Young Bae and me when we were in elementary school.
I laugh at weird our hairstyles.
"There's more," I pull out more pictures from the box.
"What are you guys doing?" Daesung came to sit with us.
"Oh, look at this." Daesung pulls out a bunch of letters.
One slip out.
"Oppa..." I pick up the Duke University letter.
"What's that?" Daesung looks over.
"My college application..." I ripped it and pull out the letter.
"My mother kept this from me," I muttered and read.
"We are pleased to announced that you are accepted—"
My heart skip a beat, "oppa..." Tears start to roll down my cheeks.
"I could've studied." I put my hands over my face.
The two of them sigh, and pat my back.
"It's okay, you can always study later." Daesung says.
"You have another letter from Ohio State University." Daesung then pass it to me.
I don't remember applying for that university though...
"What's going on?" Jiyong came over to join us.
I ripped the letter apart, and put it on the floor.
"Ah Oppa," I cried.
"Why?" Jiyong take a look at the paper.
"We would like to offer you a basketball scholarship in Ohio State University." Jiyong read out loud.
"Why did she kept all this from me?" I wipe my tears away and noticed other college letters.
Jiyong let out a sigh, "Jae Eun ah, we would bring you to go eat fried chicken, don't be sad." Daesung pulls me into a hug.
"Yah," Young Bae starts laughing.
He picks up a letter, "isn't this from your ex-boyfriend?"
"Ji Nam ssi," Daesung took it from Youngbae and open up from me.
I look over at the korean words.
I sigh, reading the first line in my head.
"Jae Eun, I am sorry..." Daesung then reads out loud.
"I know I didn't treat you well enough... I just want you to know, I am proud of your success. Ever since you found out I cheated, it hurt me in a way too." Daesung starts laughing then continues to read.
"I took you for granted. I wish I could turn back time. You were my first love. I will always love you—"
"Burn the letter," I cut Daesung off and look into the box.
;
Jiyong surprisingly stayed in the whole day.
But then we have to pack some of our stuff and head over to our apartment tomorrow.
We pop in a rom-com movie and off all the lights.
I took a seat beside Jiyong.
"Noona, if you were Ji Nam's first love, who was your first love?" Daesung then furrowed his eyebrows at me.
All of them look over at me, "the person is still my first love." I confessed.
"Oh! Who?" Seungri's head pops out.
"Yonghwa Oppa!" I put my fingers up in a heart.
They all groan and look away from me.
It's your leader.
Kwon Ji Yong, he and will always be the love I can't move on from.
