Debut

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J-Hope's POV

All of our hard work and very, very long days have finally paid off. Today we debut...BANGTAN STYLE!!! We are all in the waiting room backstage getting ready to go on stage. It's actually a little crazy back here with all the people. Getting seven boys ready must be hard. I just finished getting in my wardrobe and makeup done so I was now free to relax. Actually all that we were waiting for to be ready was the maknae line. Yoongi was a sleep as always. Seems like if he's not in his studio, the practice room, or with Lily somehow he's always a sleep. I took this opportunity to take a few photos of the sleeping beauty and sent them to Lily. They weren't officially a couple, but they might as well be. 'But I promise you Yoongi...I will hurt you if you hurt her.'

Lily's POV

I was sitting in the car, on the way to the venue for the boys debut, when my phone went off.
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👉Hobi👈
6.13.13

Look at your sleepy oppa

He's not my oppa like you're thinking

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He's not my oppa like you're
thinking.                                   

Sure whatever
Are you on your way?

Ne, with our parents

Okay got to go see you after

Okay break a leg!!!!
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After I got off the phone with Hobi-oppa, I decided to mess with Yoongi a bit.

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Yoongi
6.13.13

Y
A
H
O
P

wae?

P

wae, you spelling out everything?

A

LILY!!!

Did I wake you oppa?

ani

Ani? Then how did I get a
photo of you?                      

hoseok....

Ne! Your cute you know
Don't hurt him!

For you, I don't.

Thank you oppa
See you soon, kill them
on stage today.              

I like it when you call me oppa
Thanks, bye cutie.
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It's now been three months since the boys debut. I hardly hear anything from them. I messaged Hobi and Yoongi everyday for the first month and I would get short text messages or messages explaining they were super busy. By the second month the messages from them started to become nonexistent. So now I just gave up. I know they are busy with their career and all, but I thought I was important too. Am I wrong to feel this way?

I told myself not to think about them. Not to look at anything related to Bangtan Sonyeondan. I laid in my bed. I rolled over and 'Damn I forgot about that photo!' I thought to myself as I looked over and saw a photo of Hobi and I on Halloween back in 2005. Tears started to build up and before I knew it they were streaming down my face. Unaware of my actions, I grabbed my phone.
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👉Hobi👈/Yoongi
9.25.13

I can't take this pain anymore.
Jebal tell me what I did... Am I
no longer important to you?  
Am I yesterday's news? Hobi
you are supposed to be my oppa
and protect me... Where are you
now? Do you even care what
happens to me anymore? And
you Min F*cking Yoongi I was
falling for you... But you broke
my heart into a million pieces
before it was even yours fully. I
hope you are happy!!! I'm very
happy for both of you Don't get
me wrong, but I'm dying inside
at the same time. I can't do this anymore...goodbye.                     

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Just then my phone rang. It was Hobi. I hit the red button and just ignored his call. I couldn't answer right now, I was to upset. I decided to go to the park nearby. I sat down on the bench that I've sat at so many other times when my heart was aching and let my tears continue to fall. I don't know how long I was sitting there for my tears caused my vision to be blurry. I wiped my tears and noticed it was now dark. I was about to get up from the bench when a hand touched my shoulder. I turned around terrified to who could be behind me. Tears started to fall once again once I saw Hobi standing there. "I'm so sorry Lily." he said as he walked around the bench to me. Tears started to fall harder. "I never meant to hurt you. I never would have done any of this on purpose. It's just so crazy busy right now." he went on to explain. "So busy that you couldn't find just a second or two to say hello to me?" I replied. We sat down and he hugged me tightly. "Jebal understand I wasn't ignoring you I promise. They have been working us very hard. The only time we get is when we sleep." he explained. "I understand. I'm just being a baby and I miss you so much." I said. "I miss you too Lily. How's you appa and my eomma?" he asked as we parted from our hug. "Oh you don't know do you?" I asked as I wiped the last tear from my eyes. "Know what?" he asked. "They are dating. We might actually become real brother and sister soon." I replied and we both laughed.

He walked me back home and came inside to see our parents. I went up to my room for a minute. Just then my phone dinged.
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Yoongi
9.25.13

I never meant to break
your heart. I'm sorry."

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