Gangsta Love

Chapter Nineteen

3 months later

I'm 4 months pregnant. My hormones are everywhere, and I mean everywhere. I cried because no ice cream was in the freezer last night. Then I'm horny all the fucking time. I really wanted to just sit on Jt face last night but then I remembered I can't and got mad.
Like why did he have to act the way he acted. This was not how me becoming pregnant was suppose to be like. We were suppose to be happy getting things ready for the baby and it's the opposite. I'm not happy and we aren't doing anything to prepare for the baby.
   Lauren, who is Jay new girlfriend, is planning a gender reveal party for me. I've always thought about one since I was younger. I just never wanted to find out the gender of my baby from a doctor telling me. So right now, this party is the only thing that has me in a good mood.
     "How do you want the gender to be revealed? By popping a balloon, cutting the cake, orrrrr?" Lauren asked while laying on the floor writing things down for the party. I looked down at her. "I want it to happen when I think it's not going to, you know?" she just gave me a blank stare. "Why do you have to be go damn difficult hoe?" I couldn't do anything but laugh.
    Lauren and I have gotten real close the past few weeks. I love the boys but it feels so good to have a girl around now. "Mama!" Jay voiced echoed throughout the house. "I'm in the den with Jas!" Lauren answered. A couple seconds later Jay and the boys walked in. "You be over here more than our own house." he said while leaning down to kiss her cheek.
    I'm so happy Jay found a girl to actually settle down with. They are perfect for each other.  I love when he calls her 'mama' like i'm being called that. Jay has always had a little accent so it just sounds so nice, I don't know how to explain it.
   I felt someone pick my feet up and the end of the couch and then putting my feet on them. I looked to see it was JT looking at me. "Hey flower." he said smiling. I nod my head "Jordan" while taking my feet off him. I heard Travis snicker on the other side of the room.
"How's the party coming along?"
    Lauren sat up from laying down so fast. "Welll, dealing with Jas is a pain." she said jokingly and I stuck my middle finger up. "But other than that, great! Everything is going to be big and it's going to be a happy day for the both of you." she said putting her hands over her heart.
"What are y'all hoping it'll be?" Emmett asked
"I just want my baby to be healthy and have this to continue being a smooth pregnancy." I said rubbing my stomach. "Me too." Jt said. I just rolled my eyes.  "A few months ago you didn't even want this baby." I said giving him a death stare.
    Everybody felt the tension in the room.

"This is going to be a long ass pregnancy." Jt mumbled.