4:10 ; joshler [✔️]

3:45

i was planning to kill myself. matter of fact, it was the day before you had done it. i was going to swallow the same exact pills, from the same exact jar, leaving you a note, telling you how much i loved you.

i'm glad i didn't. i see now what that would've put you through, well maybe. i liked you more then just a friend.

i still have the note you left me.

dear tyler,
this is not your fault. i know you have your own demons to deal with, and i understand you didn't have time to help me with my own.

it seems like you are getting better, and don't need me anymore. there is no reason for me to stay.

i want you to go and find someone, someone who you can rely on. someone you love, someone better then me. i want you to find a girl or a guy, get married, have kids. live for me.

don't take this the wrong way tyler. you were such a good friend. but sometimes, people aren't meant to live. like me.

i love you tyler robert joseph, stay alive, for me.

-joshua.