After Everything We've Been Through (Sequel to after newyork)

Tears

Written by LillianaCullen

I was worried.

Bailey still hadn't woken up, the doctors claiming her condition was working by the mere moments; It would be a miracle if she pulled through. My heart crumpled at the sight of seeing someone I knew go through the immense pain, the dark hole inside my chest forcing itself open as the moments ticked by. Ever since the accident I haven't left Bailey alone, only for a moment to go to the bathroom or get something to eat. Jack hasn't moved forever; I'm glad because I need him right now. "It's one way of spending her birthday." Jack mumbles from beside me, sighing and stretching his limps. "She looks so hopeless, it's all my fault." I mumbled, leaning my head onto his shoulder and letting out a huge huff.

"No it isn't, B,I promise she'll be okay." He says, kissing my forehead. "If she doesn't wake up, I'll make Alice pay." I could feel jacks head nod in agreement against my forehead, before he whispered to himself. "I hope so."

Hey guys -" Christina walks in, the sweet aroma of food circling around the room. "- We brought back some food." I frowned, turning towards the doorway to see the remaining boyband.

"I'm scared, Jack." I turned my attention back to the male nearby, staring him down. "We all are, B." Zach came closer towards us, Corbyn sitting down next to Bailey with tears in his eyes. You can see in his eyes his holding back the tears, that he so desperately wants to let trickle down his cheek and fall into his lap. We're all holding back the tears but me being me, there already slipped a hundred times over and they've done loop Da loops staining my face. But I'm still holding back so many tears to be strong, not for me but for the angel that is Bailey Lawson. I look at her frail body and look down at my wrist and keep reading hope, over and over again. To know that I have to believe in that four letter word, that I've been believing in for my entire life. It's okay to let the tears fall and rest where  they may, you shouldn't have to wipe them away to hide the fact your crying, just because it makes someone uncomfortable that's there problem not mine.

"This - This is all my fault; If I never met any of you, Bailey wouldn't be here, none of us would." My anger was brimming over the edge now as I stood up, shaking Jack's grasp out of mine.

"Wait! Bell!" I heard the faint voices of the boyband whilst running out of the room, the tears and everything I've been holding in finally releasing itself into the world.

            "I'm so sorry, Bailey."