You Were Always The One / z.m [au]

Chapter 7

PEARL

I laid on my bed,

I still felt guilty.

Well,who wouldn't? Kissing your best friend's boyfriend isn't a good move at all.My guilt flooded me and eventually,I dozed off.

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I woke up,stretching my arms.I got off my bed and walked to the kitchen,I was starving.

I walked lazily to the fridge hoping to find something vegetarian.

A figure was standing at the front door,
Zayn.

"Z-Zayn??"

"Pearl,I need to talk to you." He said placing his hands on my shoulder,stopping my body from moving.

"Wait,Zayn what are you doing here?!"

"Just shut up and let me explain." he continued,"I know what Perrie is going to do tonight." Zayn cleared his throat.

"She is proposing to me tonight."

I pushed him away from my shoulders,speechless.

"Pearl!"

I didn't answer.

"Pearl!"

I didn't answer Again.

"Pearl!"

I sighed.

"Just say yes Zayn! Perrie is the most beautiful girl in the whole world and I would think you're a crazy man if you say no."

Zayn,again,cleared his throat.He slowly turned away."Okay." he was out from my eyes as he left the house.

I turned away from where he was at before and continued to look for food in the fridge.

So,tofu?

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I finished dinner alone.I tried to make myself happy again.Unfortunately,the guilt was just too strong for me to let go.I soon started to realise,

It won't stop haunting me now,not tomorrow,not in a week,not in a month,not in a year but forever.

A single drop of a tear streamed down my cheeks as it dropped on my shirt.Regrets are one of the worst feelings in life.It'll try it's best to haunt you with it forever which leads to a depressing life.

Maybe a little television time could lessen up this feeling.I hopped on the couch and grabbed the remote to look for my desired programme.

Jersey Shore was on,I'm not watching these messed up children.I clicked on what's next,it was Family Guy.Well,I'm hoping Stewie's voice will make me gag along and make me forget about my depression.

Stewie droned on his 'rude' conversation with Louis.Damn,this actually helps me a lot.

I gagged on since this was a marathon,it'll go on and on all night.

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I stood up from the couch and turned off the television in the middle of the scene where Stewie takes a gun a got literally mad at his neighbours for the loud noise they were causing.

"Classic Stewie,classic." I said to myself.I switched it off and hugged my bed sheets.

"Oh yeah." I said to myself,"Perrie proposed to Zayn today."

I shake my head.No,I shouldn't be thinking about them(mostly him) all the time.

I imagined all types of ways Perrie proposed to Zayn.Too many imaginations flooded my head and I drowned to sleep.

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I yawned stretching my long arms.The sun rays hit my eyes causing me to block the sun away with my hands.It's morning.

I laid back on the bed taking my phone.I entered the Instagram app to (hopefully)find any new pictures of my relatives back in..I don't know where.

I continued to swipe down my touch screen it was just pictures of food and all.As I was scrolling,

@PerrieEd :

Guess who will be under wedding bells this year xx :

(somepicturewhichisjustapictureofaringonherfingerwhichyoucanmakeupbecauseidontknow)

I wasn't too surprised about the fact she proposed the day before.I just felt a strong feeling inside of me was it hatred or excitement? It all made me confused for the day.

I soon got annoyed with all of the 'omg' comments.Yeah,I know it's some cool thing to say when you're shocked but I'm seriously tired of it.

I switched off the phone and slid it in my pockets of my pyjamas.I got myself off from bed hoping to watch some television.

My phone started to vibrate my pocket.I felt the vibration on my skin and I quickly took my phone out to discover who was calling.

Perrie Edwards

I swiped the screen to answer,

"Hello?"

"Hi Pearl."

"Oh..hey Perrie."

"Just to let you know,the proposal was a success!"

"Ohh!! Uhm can you tell me about it?"

Perrie sighed,"I really want to but I'll be away for 3 days in Oklahoma starting from today."

"Why are you going away?"

"Mother is back at home in Oklahoma and she wants me to get my wedding stuffs and all in Oklahoma.Plus,I really do want to meet my mom."

Perrie heard my grin,"I have to go now Pearl.Zayn will be back in just a few hours.Muah." she hung up.

Oh no,Zayn.This will be so awkward.