Lyrics that relate most to my oc's
"Pretty Lights" Marvin Divine
Noriko-
"Cause a lot of folks will break your heart and act like nothing never happened, but when you're the one winning, they'll be the ones clapping"
"Neverland" CryWolf
Galaxy & Autumn-
"We tried to reconnect but can't find one another
I saw you looking at the high, crossed, starry lovers
When I'm gone, what will you become?"
Autumn-
"Drinking on a monday, sleeping just to numb the pain
(Will we ever be at peace again)
Further is forever, restless till the day we die"
"Controls" Pham
Autumn/Kira-
"Sometimes when she goes to sleep, she feels like not waking up
She feels like she's in so deep, that she'll never make it out
All the mistakes that she made, she just thinks about
Probably the reason that she ain't be sleeping now
Trying it and spend every weekend out
Only way she knows to quiet those demons now"
Autumn-
"Just say it, fuck everybody
Feeling like you can never trust anybody
You been living in the past though
Fucking up your body
Turnin down with the xannies
Turnin up with the mollies
Any problems you just pop another pill though
She just pop another pill though
And she never tell nobody how she really feel though"
Autumn/Kira-
"She buries her skeletons, buries her skeletons like she's collecting them
Trying to hold onto everything that's been behind her instead of forgetting them
Better lock up your skeletons, lock up your skeletons, throw away everything
Like fuck all that drama, like fuck all the drama, I know it's embarrassing"
Autumn-
"level you settle for girl, so get off of that
So get off of that, cause it ain't about what you've lost, it's about what you've got in back"
"Mama's Gun" Glass Animals
Kira-
"Did you say something? What'd you say?
Was that your voice or was that me?
Little voices buzzing poison
Backward noise from everything
Dr. Swango says I'm psycho
Says they all from Neverland
They'll never ever let me be
Was that your voice or was that me?"
Kira-
"Dizzy Jim had never spoken
Whispered back, "You murdered him"
My heart strings broke and it was me
I pull, they stretch infinitely"
"Still Here" Digital Daggers
Autumn speaking about Noriko-
"Musing through memories,
Losing my grip in the grey.
Numbing the senses,
I feel you slipping away.
Fighting to hold on,
Clinging to just one more day
Love turns to ashes,
With all that I wish I could say.
I'd die to be where you are.
I tried to be where you are."
Autumn speaking about Noriko-
"Every night, I dream you're still here.
The ghost by my side, so perfectly clear.
When I awake, you'll disappear,
Back to the shadows
With all I hold dear.
With all I hold dear.
I dream you're still here.
I dream you're still here."
"Papercut" Linkin Park
Kira-
"I don't know what stressed me first
Or how the pressure was fed
But I know just what it feels like
To have a voice in the back of my head
Like a face that I hold inside
A face that awakes when I close my eyes
A face that watches every time I lie
A face that laughs every time I fall
(And watches everything)"
Kira-
"It's like I'm paranoid lookin' over my back
It's like a whirlwind inside of my head
It's like I can't stop what I'm hearing within
It's like the face inside is right beneath my skin"
Kira-
"I know I've got a face in me
Points out all my mistakes to me"
"Mansion" NF
Autumn-
"Insidious is blind inception
What's reality with all these questions?
Feels like I missed my alarm and slept in (slept in)
Broken legs but I chase perfection
These walls are my blank expression
My mind is a home I'm trapped in
And it's lonely inside this mansion"
Autumn-
"My mind is a house with walls covered in pain
See my problem is I don't fix things
I just try to repaint, cover em up, like it never happened
Say I wish I could change. Are you confused?
Come upstairs and I'll show you what I mean
This room's full of regrets, just keeps getting fuller it seems
The moment I walk in to it is the same moment that I wanna leave
I get sick to my stomach every time I look at these things
But it's hard to look past when this is the room where I sleep"
Noriko-
"And I lie to myself and say I do the best that I can
Shrug it off like it ain't nothing like it's out of my hands
Then get ticked off whenever I see it affecting my plans
And I regret watching these trust issues eat me alive
And at the rate I'm going they'll probably still be there when I die
Congratulations, you'll always have a room in my mind
The question is: Will I ever clean the walls off in time?"
Noriko-
"So this part of my house, no one's been in it for years
I built the safe room and I don't let no one in there
'Cause if I do, there's a chance
That they might disappear and not come back
And I admit I am emotionally scared to let anyone inside
So I just leave my doors locked
You might get other doors to open up but this doors not
'Cause I don't want you to have the opportunity to hurt me
And I'll be the only person that I can blame when you desert me
I'm barricaded inside
So stop watching
I'm not coming to the door
So stop knocking, stop knocking
I'm trapped here
God keep saying I'm not locked in
I chose this
I am lost in my own conscience
I know that shutting the world out ain't solving the problem
But I didn't build this house because I thought it would solve 'em
I built it because I thought that it would be safer in there
But it's not, I'm not the only thing that's living in here
Fear came to my house years ago I let 'em in
Maybe that's the problem
'Cause I've been dealing with this ever since
I thought that he would leave, but it's obvious he never did
He must have picked the room and got comfortable and settled in
Now I'm in the position it's either sit here and let him win
Or put him back outside where he came from, but I never can
'Cause in order to do that I'd have to open the doors
Is that me or the fear talking?
I don't know anymore"
I'll do a part two later
