Stay Sober For Me

I look around the room and catch a glimpse of her. Why, why do I do this to myself you know she'll never be yours.
"Sup Ry," she said it so, so gracefully. I smiled at her.
"Not much, how about you?" I don't know why we do this we've been having a together for the past day now.
"Saaaaaaaaame dude look at this," she showed me one of her musical.lys knowing damn well I would only pay attention to her not the words or context of the actual thing, "Nice."
"Let's start heading off for our trip now" she exclaimed, happy as a two year old, even though we both knew that this was the last time we would see each other for three months. As she go upstairs to the bathroom quickly before we leave, I took this as a chance to grab my "water bottle" and mints. As I go up stairs to meet up with Hayden I grab her a water bottle too.
"Shall we go?" she asks as I'm about to cry because we won't have contact with each other what so ever for the next 3 months even on our phones.
"Yeah," and we set of on our six hour adventure.

Once we made it to the bridge we sat down. I took the first sip of my vodka from my water bottle and stayed as straight faced as possible.
"It's crazy that we won't be able speak to each other for 3 months," she says as I take huge drink of vodka knowing if I speak I'll cry. "Hey, R-Ry are you okay?"
I start speaking and sobbing at the same time, "N-No I'm not, I can't live with out you." I can't even speak at this point from my tears. "I can smell your breath," she says gently as she starts crying and takes my water bottle, dumps my vodka, and grabs 7 dollars out of her pocket to replace it. "Stay sober for me," and she gets up and starts walking.