L'affaire

Her Frustration

I've been craving cheesecake for almost a week now!

Damn you famous_last_words1! You fucking owe me!

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Marinette POV

I slammed my door open, not giving a damn how many neighbors I wake up from the sound.

I unconsciously toss my purse over towards the couch and stopped when I hear a small squeal.

"Oww!" Tikki flew out of the bag glaring at me. "Marinette! I thought we've been over this! Can you try being a little more gentle when I'm in there?!"

"I'm sorry Tikki I'm just....I'm just so..." I fall down on the couch placing my face in a pillow. "I don't even know how I feel..."

Tikki flew down to the side of my head patting my cheek. "How do you think you should feel Marinette?"

Lifting my head I turned to face her. "I feel like I should be angry, but I can't help but feel more hurt at the moment." I sat up and leaned back on the couch. "I mean after everything, I never expected him to say that to me..."

"If that's how you feel then maybe you should've just kept your legs close from the start!"

"Who the hell does he think he is?! After everything I've done for him? If that's the real Adrien then I'm done."

"Marinette calm down, remember what I always say? A hot head isn't going to get you anywhere." She flew in front of me. "Besides you didn't even give him a chance to explain."

"Why else would he have been there Tikki?"

"Do you really believe that Adrien would mess around with Chloe of all people?"

I thought for a moment what Adrien and I have is far from anything official. If he messed around with other girls, that was his choice it wasn't my place to stop him.

Still....it hurts to think about it.

My phone rang, I headed over to my bag to answer it.

"Hello?"

"Girl where the hell are you?! Why the fuck did you just ditch me like that?!"

I cringed slightly at the sound of Alya's voice yelling at me on the other end. I've been so upset about what happened I completely forgot I was supposed to hang out with my best friend today.

"Alya I'm so sorry." I tried to apoligize. "I...wasn't feeling well, I had to head home."

She was silent for a moment. "Girl....are you pregnant?"

"W..What?? No!!" My face was red from her blunt question. "I think it was something I ate that's all..."

I didn't like lying to Alya like this, but I couldn't exactly tell her about the thing with Adrien without revealing too much.

She didn't seem to buy my excuse. "Are you sure? I ran into Adrien on my way out of the hotel. He said you looked upset and that he was worried about you.~"

Alya sounded a little too happy with that last sentence. If only she knew....

"I promise you Alya I'm fine and I'm sorry about bailing on you today. Can we hang out tomorrow."

"Hmm...sure, but wherever we go you're paying for it. You owe me for today."

I giggled. "Sounds fair."

"I was going to head over to see you, but my sister called me saying she needed a ride from school, that's why I called instead, so I'll ask again. Are. You. Alright?"

I took a deep breath before answering. "Yes Alya, I'm fine."

Alya was silent for a moment. "Okay. Okay. I believe you...for now. I'm pulling up to the school so I'll see you tomorrow, see ya girl."

"See ya."

I hung up the phone and sat back down on the couch. Looking at the ceiling my mind keeps going back to Adrien. I can't stop thinking about him....

~Flashback~

"Pleeeeesase?"

"Hmm....Maybe."

"Come on."

"Why do you want to so badly?"

Adrien wrapped his arms around my waist kissing the side of my neck. "It's something new and I want to try it with you."

I was a little surprised to hear that, I mean I knew that Adrien was a virgin, but that didn't mean he hasn't done other things with other women. "So you never had another girl do that to you?"

"I've told you before Mari, I've never done anything sexual with anyone. You've been my first in all of it, so I want you to be my first with this too."

"I don't know...."

Adrien kissed my cheek leaning back on his side of the couch. "If you're not comfortable with it Marinette, I won't bother you about it anymore. I'm not going to make you do something that you don't want to do."

"It's not that..." I wasn't uncomfortable. That I knew, I just had this feeling that I'd do it..wrong.

"What's wrong Princess?"

I blushed at the nickname, it was so weird hearing Adrien call me that. Not that this was the first time, but I was always used to hearing that nickname from Chat.

"I just feel like I'm going to...mess up somehow."

He chuckled putting his hands behind his head in a pillow position he laid back. "I doubt you could, but don't worry about it, okay? We could always try other things."

Despite my hesitation I was just as curious as he was. I wanted to try something new, but my nerves we're getting the best of me.

But if it makes him feel good, then it's worth it....right?

~end~

My phone rings again, speak of the devil, it's Adrien.

I don't think I want to talk to him right now....

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Sorry for the short chapter you guys I really tried to make it longer but I couldn't find a good stopping point.

On the bright side I already have next week's chapter planned out.

See you Saturday!

Peace ✌