L'affaire

His Adoration

Why am I up at 3am writing this again?

I can't put my finger on it.....oh yeah now I remember....

I can only manage to do this when I'm half asleep and unaware of my lack of sanity.

⚠️Warning ⚠️ Because I have no self control.....SIN!!!

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Adrien POV

I can't sleep, honestly how could I with everything that's on my mind right now. I'm lying in bed, watching Marinette beside me as she snuggles closer to my chest. I can't fight the smile that appears from my face watching her snore in the adorable way that she does, I don't think she's aware that she's a wild sleeper.

I reach up and brush a strand of hair that has fallen on her face away and lean down to plant a soft kiss on her forehead. I really do love this woman...with all my heart and every moment I'm with her, every night she's in my arms. I can't control the burst off emotions in my chest.

It's gotten even stronger knowing that all this time she was the girl I had been in love with all along. I don't think our love making was ever as passionate as it was last night.

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Our lips were still locked in heated passion, even while we entered her bedroom. I'm not sure if we even should've been doing this due to Marinette's condition, but everytime I'm with her I can't seem to think straight.

I picked her up off the floor, instinctively she wrapped her legs around my torso and I carried us both to the bed. Her skin was still as soft as ever and I found myself admiring every last detail about her.

I still couldn't believe that all this time my lady had been the very same woman I had been bedding with these past several months. I couldn't believe that the man who wasn't seeing her for the beauty that she was had been me this whole time and I felt like a fool for ever letting her think that I didn't care for her.

"Adrien...." she breathes my name once again. I laid her across the comforter and proceeded to kiss her once again. "Adrien I want you..."

"I want you too Marinette." My voice was filled with desire, but I also didn't want to go any further if we might regret it later. "Are you sure you want to though...?"

"Yes..please.." Her voice was filled with much lust that I almost wanted to take her right there without a question, but not just yet.

Marinette reached forward and tugged on the bottom of my shirt, indicating that she wanted me to take it off. I obliged and quickly discarded the fabric to the floor and went to remove hers as well. Once her shirt was off I found myself staring at her lower abdomen. There wasn't anything noticeable that would tell you that she was having a baby, but the longer I look I can see the slightest bump where the child was most likely growing.

"Is s..something wrong." Marinette asks and I looked up to see her slightly nervous expression. She probably was worried that I might've found out before she had the chance to say anything to me about it.

"It's nothing." I tell her to ease her worries and lean forward to place a kiss on her forehead. Then, I removed her bottoms as well as mine.

It surprises me of how wet she is already and I can't seem to hold myself back, not that I wanted too. I kissed her one last time and entered her depths. I gripped her thighs as my body shivers from the euphoria that began to spread and I feel myself falling deeper than I ever had before.

I love Marinette and for a long time I loved Ladybug. To think that all this time I was the idiot who made her feel any less of herself still bothers me. I want to tell her the truth, I want to tell her that I know, but..I can't seem to find the strength to do so.

Why is it so hard?

I wrapped my arms around her body, pulling her closer to me and pressing my chest against hers. I can feel her heart beating just as fast as mine was. I can feel myself reaching my limit, I thrust into her one last time and finally came to my release. She brought her arms around my neck and gasped as she came to hers as well.

I feel Marinette go limp in my arms and I hold her tighter to keep her from crashing down. Gently, I laid her back onto the pillow and pulled out.

I'm still trying to catch my breath as I take one last look at her. She looked exhausted and it looked as if sleep would take over any second, I could feel the same for me as well.

I leaned forward and kissed her lips as she drifted into slumber. I looked down towards her stomach knowing that soon it was going to get bigger and she was going to have a child....my child.

I have every right to be scared, I have no idea if I'm capable of being a father,let alone a good one. I didn't exactly grow up with the best role model...

I'm not sure what will happen for us next, but then again when has anyone?

I rested my head right above her abdomen and gently slid my fingers across the surface. Marinette sighed in her sleep and soon I fell asleep as well.

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My phone buzzes, I reach over to grab it and groan at the reminder of an event I'm supposed to attend to later today, along with another photoshoot.

I sigh and looked over to Marinette who was still sleeping peacefully, I don't want to leave her, but I also don't want to interrupt her sleep either.

Once I finally decided to get off my ass, I threw my clothes from yesterday back on and grabbed a piece of paper from her notebook that sat on her dresser. I scribbled a quick note explaining that I needed to leave, but that I'd be back, to not hesitate to call me if she needs anything and that I love her...

I set the paper by her nightstand and gave her a kiss on her forehead, for a minute I linger still trying to find a reason to stay and just forget about everything else.

My phone buzzes once again, this time it's a phone call from Nathalie, probably wondering where I am. After giving one last glance at Marinette, I hurried out the door.

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Welp that wasn't so bad, I mean this chapter only took 6 months to write right?

I told you I'd be back

Laffaire is now my oldest story that still has yet to be completed. I guess I felt out of touch with the story cause I didn't know what was going to come next, but anyway.

Hope you guys enjoyed this chapter and continue to wait in agony for the next one!

Toodles~