Handwritten (Shawn OneShots)

Never Be Alone

Her POV

"Stop! Don't please don't shoot.!" I yell out in fear. I am so alone right now. There is no one here to hear me scream. I need help. I need Shawn. I turn in the pitch black and start running. That's when I hear the gun shot. I felt this pain shoot through my side.

That's when I jump awake. I wake up hyperventilating. I sit up and put my head in my hands. I calm my breathing. I try to lay back down and go back to sleep. Every time I close my eyes I see that dream over and over again. I can't get it out of my head. I grab my phone. I know I shouldn't but I dial his number.

"Hello?" I hear this groggy voice answer.

"Shawn?" I say panicked.

"Babe?" He is more alert now. "What's wrong?" I've scared him.

"It's nothing." I say breathing out.

"Baby what's wrong?" He asks again. I hear the phone shift and I know he is sitting up.

"Nothing, I just had a nightmare and needed to hear your voice. I'm sorry I woke you. Call me back when you wake up." I say without letting him respond. I hang up and bang my head on my pillow. Why did I call him? He's on tour. He needs the sleep.

I set my phone down and it starts ringing. His face pops up. I slide the green button over and answer.

"I told you to call me when you wake up." I say.

"And you didn't let me respond." He sasses me.

"Don't get sassy with me Mendes." I say smiling.

"I find it rude that my girl calls me then hangs up without me even speaking more than 4 words." He says.

"I felt bad." I say quietly.

"Why?" He asked.

"I know that you are on tour and need the sleep. I felt stupid that I called you over a nightmare." I said rolling my eyes at how stupid I sound.

"No you shouldn't feel bad. I am always around to talk, unless I'm on stage. Then I'm a little busy. If I wouldn't get like mobbed to stop the show to talk to you I would." He says and I can hear the smirk on his face.

"Well since I'm up and your up will you FaceTime me?" I ask.

"Was your nightmare that bad?" He asks worried again.

"No I want a muffin and I want you to FaceTime me so I can go downstairs with you with me that way the monsters won't get me." I say making a logical statement. He laughs. "Never mind I'll just stay on the phone with you." I say. He laughs again.

"I love you." He says.

"I love you too." I giggle.

"Shawn you need to go to sleep, get off the phone." I hear Geoff yell in the background.

"Okay. Hey babe I have to go." He says.

"Really? I haven't gotten my muffin yet." I whine.

"Shhh for a second." He whispers. I stand still as if walking makes noise to him. "His light went off. I just have to whisper." He whispers.

"Your cute." I smile whispering back.

"You don't have to whisper too." He laughs.

"But it seems more secretive." I say giggling.

"You are so cute." He says. I just know he is smiling.

"I miss you." I say grabbing two muffins. "I miss you so much I am eating a muffin for you." I smile.

"You're too sweet. I miss you too." He says.

"Like I really miss you." I say feeling some tears build up.

"I know, I hate when I have to leave you. That house must get lonely." He says the phone shifting again.

"Yeah it gets scary too. I feel safer knowing that my big bad boyfriend is here to protect me if some killer breaks in." I say jumping on the counter.

"Yeah I feel safer too when I'm there. Then I know that you are protected and that no one can get to you."

"Yeah." I say drifting off into my thoughts.

"One day, you are going to be with me 24/7 and you are going to wish that I would leave you alone." He says dragging me out of my thoughts.

"One day you won't be able to remember what it was like to be without me." I say laughing.

"You're right. And I will never want to feel this feeling again."

"I love you." I whisper into the phone like he might never be able to hear it ever again.

"I love you too." He says. This conversation just got serious.

"Shawn I said to get off the phone, you have to be up early for press." Geoff says closer than last time.

"I know and I'm sorry I just needed to talk to her for a second." Shawn pleads. I don't know what to say.

"Ok and you have, say goodbye." Geoff really isn't taking anything tonight.

"Ok, babe I have to go for real this time." Shawn says in his normal voice.

"Ok, I love you Shawn." I say waiting for an answer.

"Bye." Geoff says and the line goes dead. I slump a little. I hate saying goodbye to time. I set my phone down and eat my muffin. Then my phones buzzes as I get a text message.

I love you too. Sleep well baby. One day you won't be alone anymore. One day you won't have to call me when you have a nightmare, you'll be able to roll over and rest your head on my chest as I make the monsters go away. You're my princess and I will be your knight in shining armor.

Shawn made me tear up for a second. I'll respond in the morning so I don't get him into trouble anymore.

I got to bed. This time I don't see that nightmare.

I see, One Day.