Kakashi x Reader/ No matter who we are

Two minutes to midnight

Kakashi's POV:

It was late at night and we're at home again. I laid on my bed thinking about the recent events.
Fortunately the mission was over. We didn't find any member of the Akatsuki near the border but it didn't means any good for us.
Might be they already moved deeply in our country or it was just a false information to try to miss lead us or it was just a test.
A test that they could see (y/n) on a mission might be they try to figure out what's she capable of. But honestly it was to easy and it wasn't worth to bring out her full strength so there left the other two options. Or Orochimaru tried to gain informations but why? It was too risky and obvious if it was him. Ahh. It's so annoying, I guess I'll never get the answers for this.

I was staring at the ceiling when I heard somebody slowly and quietly opened the door. I was pretending to sleep but I immediately recognized their chakra... It was her... But what's she doing here? My heartbeat raised a lot it felt it could break my chest anytime.
I could just feel she climbed on the bed gently next to me and laid down. She wrapped one of her arms around my neck... She was calm and quiet if nothing's ever happened between us and that's a natural thing to do. I tried to keep my calm with all my nerves but it was a real torture to me. She was so close I could feel her warmth, I could feel her steady heartbeat, her breath every inch of her, but why? Why is she doing this? Then suddenly I felt a buldge between my legs. Oh my Gosh. Am I really such a pervert? I bet she'll think that if she recognize this. And then her hand slowly started to move. She's touching my bear chest with her fingertips so lightly I barely could sense it. Some drops of sweat formed on my forehead as her fingers trailed down on my body to my v line. I couldn't stand anymore. I stopped her hand with mine but it was a big mistake. Her skin was so smooth and warm. Oh, God, I want her so much...

* Stop!*I said, my voice was raspy and my mouth was dry as the sand of Kaze no kaguri (the land of wind).

*Why? *she wishpered. *We've already broken all their rules, don't you think?*

She put one of her legs on my core, I saw the moonlight shinning on her naked thigh but I couldn't look in her eyes. If I do that I know it won't turning back.

*You're young, and beautiful and... *I couldn't find the right words. * I'm just an old man with a messed up personality. *she just chuckled on my words.

*You're really hopeless. I said once I wanna be your shadow. You know why? Because my whole existence is meaningless without a light. You're that broken light I need.*she pulled up herself while she's speaking to me and leaned on her earlobe.

* I'm not a little girl anymore. *she whispered in my ear seductively. I set up immediately.

*What do you mean? *the answer was obvious, but I don't want to believe it. We're just staring at each others eyes for a few sec.

* I'm an adult OK?! I can take care of myself! *she sat up next to me. * Don't act like you're my parent. * she avoided my gaze.

*Fine.* I split it out a little bit harshly.

*Yeah I get it. *she stood up from the bed. *It won't work anyways.*

I didn't know what should I say we haven't had an argument before I mean nothing serious like this.

* I'm sorry to interrupt your nap. Don't worry, I'll leave tomorrow.*

Wait?! What?! The blood froze in my vains her hand was already on the doorknob. I don't want to loose her, but... Nothing but man! A voice speak up in my mind. Be a real man once in your life! Haven't you lost too many people already? Tell her!
But I couldn't say anything. My instincts took over the control of my body as I grabbed her wrist and pulled her down in my lap. She froze for a sec as I buried my face in the crook of her neck. She's scent was amazing, her skin, her body's warmth, I wanted all. And I know if I didn't do anything now someday somebody will take her from me forever. And this thought was more painful than anything else in my entire life.

*Kakashi?* her voice was quiet, and surprised. I hugged her tight.

*I don't want to anybody touch you besides me. Honestly I was just jealous... And angry.* I let out a big sigh. (Y/n) just giggled slightly.

* Is that so? *she asked playfully, I felt her body relaxed in my arms.

*Yeah. *I mumbled against her skin.

* So...?

*So?* I asked back still avoiding her eyes.

But she lifted up my chin and kissed me gently. I kissed back right that moment and we maid a hot make out session. We separated for air for a moment.

*You did this on purpose didn't you? Sneak in my room in the middle of the night just in a loose T- shirt and panties. This isn't fair.*

*In all those years I was the only one who could see your handsome face, so what did you except? *we laughed together.

Then a comfort silence was between us for a few moments. But I have to tell her something. So I broke the moment.

*You know a ninja could die anytime and loose someone is terrible. I know you believe you can survive anything but...*

* I love you too. *she said with a warm smile on her face.

A's N: Thank y'all for the readings. Please write me in a comment if you want to read a lemon part or not. I love y'all.