A part of me desperately wants to believe Cas that i'll see my mom again but a larger part of me is telling me that she won't want to see me again. Last time I saw her she was singing Hey Jude to me so I could sleep. The last memory i have of her was the sound of her screaming while I dragged Sammy out of the burning house. I got pulled back to reality by Cas yelling my name.
"Dean? DEAN?"
"What? Huh what did i miss?"
"nothing. I was just starting to worry about you. you were looking at the wall as if it went on for miles."
"Must have uh.. zoned out."
"Yeah. Dean is there anything i should be worried about?"
"What? No of course not Cas. Everything is perfectly fine."
"Okay but you know you can always talk to me right?"
"Yeah i know that Cas.."
Cas and I spent the next 2 hours talking about anything and everything. There was still something i wasn't sure if i trusted him enough to tell him yet so i think i will just wait. I don't like leaving Cas out of my thoughts but how am i supposed to explain 'I want to see my (very dead) mother again? There is no way to bring that into a conversation lightly and definitely no way to keep the conversation going afterwards.
I don't know what i'm going to say though. Because i know that Cas wants to hear what I have to say but i don't know what he'd be able to do....
But before i could even open my mouth to say something, i felt myself fall into a deep sleep.......
I woke up in a dream like state where I have no idea what is happening. I had a bunch of people around who looked at me like the've just seen a ghost.
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There Was A Time -DeanXCas
FanficLike everyone else Dean has always looked forward to his 21st birthday, when his countdown timer would appear and tell him how much longer he had until he met his soul mate. And at least then he would know whether or not he was an alpha like John al...
