^^^ real story about me ^^^
Since I was about 9 I suffered from depression. It soon led to self harming. I made a promise with my best friend I would stop. So I did. But that doesn't mean I don't think about it. I know a lot of girls even boys suffer from depression and self harm. Even a lot of other cruel things from this cruel world. So I decided to make this " story " to get you guys to think about what your doing. But I can honestly say it does get better. Were all human. We make mistakes. But please guys don't take those mistakes out on yourself. I still have scars. I call them my battle scars. They remind me of all the pain and suffering I went through. I still get called ugly and overweight to this day. Even by my own family. I'm scared to start to lose weight bc I'm scared that if I start I'm not going to want to stop. I'm 165 lbs and tbh to me 90 to 100 is beautiful. I'm scared I'm going to get that weight if I start and my mothers going to take me to some kind of special home. I mean I'm human but I'm not perfect. So if any of you guys need someone to talk to who knows or at least kind of have and idea of what your going through you guys can always feel free to kik me. My kik is @synthiamahone I will help as much as I can. Everyone of you guys are special and perfect in my eyes. I love you all !
