Someone sent me the link to this song. It's a good song. Not my type but I like it. It's called Heal the wounds by Dilz.
You try to be different but you're constantly victimized. You know deep inside that it's wrong to be despised still you can't help believe you to blame your heart aching strongly when you breathe you're in pain.
You Keep what you're feeling hidden from your family. You don't want them knowing that you dig in your anatomy. Then you fall into another dark depression. Your eyes turn teary before you start the session.
As you hold the knife you say "this will fix it all" , the new slits will be discovered if the slits are small then once again you puncture your skin. One can only think what you wonder within.
You have something near to help wipe the blood away in your life this is just like any other day. You hate life , you can't wait for morality as self harm becomes your escape from reality.
You Cover up the pain from those who've made you cry. It's Time to realize that you're not alone. So put away the blade only you can change your ways it's time to heal the wounds there's someone who loves you.
Tears stream out like a current in a river.
You try to self reflect but there's nothing in the mirror.
Your life just seems to crumble and fall to pieces.
You're questioning the purpose of life and all its reasons.
" why am I alive the world is better without me I already know there's no one out there to help me. "
Then you remember how to take the pain away as you think " I'll use this razor blade on my vein today. "
So you line the knife of amongst all the other scars. You push it down and pull it back and make another fast. A couple minutes past the blood is draining from your wrist. You still haven't asked what you gaining from this risk.
Instead you live the moment cause you feel you're in control. That blade of steel is how you get some healing in your soul. You ignore all the blood and line the knife up once again. You think to yourself " life sucks then it ends "
You Cover up the pain from those who've made you cry. It's Time to realize that you're not alone. So put away the blade only you can change your ways it's time to heal the wounds there's someone who loves you.
Death is a given but so is living life. I can't help directly so I give advice. When you're feeling down find one to confide in, life can only brighten and the sun will just slide in.
Cutting's good for nothing it only makes matters worse. You feel you deserve it and that's why you're glad it hurts. And the moment you may think the pain is nice. But the bigger picture is scars remain for life.
The day you realize this you'll regret ever making them. The broken promises. You'll regret ever breaking them. So the next time you hold a sharp object, is when you've got the chance to really start progress.
Do what you know is right and walk away from it. From that moment on you can talk the day you quit. And use what you've been through to help raise awareness. I will carry on until without the day of smeared wrists.
You Cover up the pain from those who've made you cry. It's Time to realize that you're not alone. So put away the blade only you can change your ways it's time to heal the wounds there's someone who loves you.
