This isn't a song or anything I just thought Id talk to you guys.
Nobody knows what it's like to cut , until they experience it.
Cutting is not something that just goes away. It leaves scars. And emotional pain. You are not alone.
First It starts off small. But over time , it gets worse. You become more distant from others. You have self-hatred. And don't want to go outside. You think that everything is your fault. So you cut some more.
You feel like you have to cut , like you can't stop. In a way it's like an addiction. Sometimes you hide it , bc you don't wants others to know.
But your hiding so much pain. Pain you can't control. You feel and think that it will last forever..... But it won't.
There are several reasons why people cut. They have sadness and despair. They feel alone and unloved. and that nobody cares for them. They can't control their emotions , so they result in cutting. And then they have depression.
I understand what people go through , with cutting as depression. I understand the emotional and physical pain you guys go through. I know the feeling of saadness. You feel like you don't belong.
Bc I myself am a.... Cutter.
I've been cutting for over 3 years. No one knows. I used to cut my shoulder so that nobody knows. So I could hid it. I didn't really want people to know. Until now. I can't seem to stop. Part of me doesn't want to stop either. Cutting is part of me. And it will never fully go away.
