Dear Diary

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Here's another song guys. I like this one a lot too. It speaks a good point. Read it and comment what you think about it.

Dear Diary

I'm 14 and I'm always feel so nervous, tell me why is it that everyone is so perfect ?!

While I feel so worthless, and they look so happy. While lately for me, my mood has been so crappy.

And I have come to believe all of the things that I'm seeing on magazines and tv of every single perfect being all the girls with perfect bodies, and such amazing skin oh how I would kill to live the life there in.

I've been trying to lose weight over the past couple weeks. Throwing up after meals on the rare times that I eat, but that isn't enough I still need to do much more to get this guy to notice me people wonder what for.

There's so much room in my tummy for food that isn't funny. I don't wanna be people's dummy but either way I feel dumpy.

Most of the time I am left here just thinking to myself. Oh god is this worth it or do I need some help like

I've been used by guys

I've been hurt by girls

I've been hit by my mom and cursed by the world.

So I keep losing weight, just trying to be perfect I'm waiting for somebody to tell me that I'm worth it.

I've been used by guys

I've been hurt by girls

I've been hit by my mom and cursed by the world.

So I keep losing weight just trying to be perfect. I'm waiting for somebody to tell me that I'm worth it.

Your not alone ( x16)

I'm 23 and just ran across my old diary. I opened it up but I really don't know what inspired me. To do this but I did and was instantly in tears to think of how lost I was during those young years. And that guy that I meant jones back when I was 14 he's my fiancé now

I guess that I'm loving a dream. We got a small house a nice car and a good life but my arms are still scarred from using my own knife. But he accepts my how I am and he knows about my past and after all of that he still says that were gunna last and I love him.

I love him I love him with all my heart I honestly couldn't take it if we ever got pulled apart. If I could say one thing to me at the age of 14 it would be that you'll find a guy who will treat you like a queen.

It gets better then it is don't worry about your size and never think you're alone. Someone out there heard your cries saying

I've been used by guys

I've been hurt by girls

I've been hit by my mom and cursed by the world.

So I keep losing weight just trying to be perfect I'm waiting for somebody to tell me that I'm worth it.

I've been used by guys

I've been hurt by girls

I've been hit by my mom and cursed by the world.

So I keep losing weight just trying to be perfect I'm waiting for somebody to tell me that I'm worth it.

Your not alone ( x 16)

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