The baby and I are fine, Ms. Nelaj still stays with us, Dre has been here for me more than ever I'm currently 8 months preggo and the heart burn it nothing to play with, my midwife says the baby could be here anytime and anyday so I'm on bed rest... At least I get breakfast in bed . Dre won't even let me go to the bathroom in peace because he thinks my water is gonna break...
I've been tired lately and the pains are unbearable, I thought it was just another false alarm until I got into the tub. I started washing my area until I felt a head ... Who knew the baby would come this soon and so fast I called Dre then he called my midwife into the bathroom, she couldn't do anything but tell me push ....
The baby was finally out and I got to hold him he was 5 pounds, 9 ounces
I was so tired, I was slowly falling asleep so I handed him to Dre and his mom and my midwife cleaned me up and helped me to the bed, I couldn't do anything but go to sleep Shaun's birth was 3 hours long.... It was now 3:47 a.m.
He came too fast but he was still beautiful and I know Dre fell in love with him and so did I, Dre placed Shaun next to me and got in the bed and we slept like that all night til I heard Shaun crying at like 7:48 a.m. I was breastfeeding so I just whipped my boob out and sanitized it with a wipe then turned on the pump and filled 6 bottles half way.
Shaun had to get shots and my midwife is supposed to bring them at 12. Dre didn't wanna watch him get shots cuz he didn't want to see his son cry, so I had to make him stay and watch....
By his first shot Dre and I was in tears I couldn't watch any more, I hugged Dre and he started telling me how everything was gonna be perfect with us and how he wouldn't cheat ...
The way he looked at me I could tell that he meant it, I never really been in love but he showed me what it feels like to be in love ...
