denial

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you knew well how lethal you were for me.
your words consumed me, my desperate cries for help however only drew a devilish grin on your face.
and that sneer was the only thing that broke your ever so angelic face and let the vicious creature you really were shine through your perfect facade.

the facade that made us seem like the perfect couple. you, the successful banker, and me, who wasn't special, who wasn't to be taken seriously, who was vulnerable, who was unable to defend herself.

do you think i didn't notice your partner's derogating whispering that they were trying to cover with their fake smiles?

do you think i didn't notice how you slowly looked at me the same as they did, as though i wasn't enough for you?

do you think i didn't notice how your own glance took the same degrading shape whenever our eyes met?

do you think i didn't notice how the words "i love you" slowly became shallow and wry?

i noticed it all, jungkook, i did.

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