your searching hands wandering around my body, finding what they were looking for, getting what they were in want for.
my helpless stare directed at the ceiling, hoping for everything to be over soon, keeping still to avoid making you angry.
i wasn't brave enough to squirm free of your tight grip, fearing that you would cause serious scathe to me if i didn't fulfill your desires.
i immediately knew if you had one of those days. you would arrive at the door, talk sweetly to me, refer to me as your beautiful wife, then devour the nourishment i had prepared, maybe even complimenting the flavor. you would sit down on the way too big settee, that was occupying an enormous amount of space in our living room, and call me over to you, where you would then plead me to take a seat next to you.
your warm fingertips would trail over my neck, play with my hair, then wander down to my thighs. your touch was as light as a feather, but it hurt; small needles were perforating my skin on every millimeter you grazed.
the vicinity, that i craved so desperately, ached; you were getting what you wanted without caring about the damage you gave me.
a/n: i'm not very proud of this and the last chapter i uploaded, but i still hope you enjoyed them!
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temper tantrum ;; jjk
Fanfictionyou were aware of your behavior, but you didn't think about changing for the better. i was filled with hatred whenever i thought about you, but i loved you far too much to let go of you.
