My Life Isn't Normal

Eating Disorder.

Uhm.
Hey guys.
This is another serious topic I want to talk about. If you don't like the thought of self-image or depression, don't read this. These type of pages are how I cope. If reading this helps you cope, then I'm glad to help but if it makes you rebounce to drpression, don't read this.

So in my page Figures and Fiancés, I said that I have an hourglass figure and I'm proud of my body. That changed pretty quickly, however. I went to get my annual check up and I am apparently 10-20 pounds over weight...
I felt fat. I felt shitty about myself.

I started to starve myself. I eat very rarely and when I do eat, I eat very little.
Today I ate a yogurt for breakfast, half of a hot pocket for lunch, and a water bottle for dinner.

What's bad about this is that I'm starting to like how I'm eating... but I've lost weight too fast. I'm trying to recover but it's hard.

If you are suffering from anorexia and throwing your food up, or not eating regularly... Please don't. I'm here for you if you need a hand or an ear. Everybody goes through something and no one should be the cause of that. My inbox is always open to everyone.

I love you,

My Pretty Lil Psychos.

Bai ♡