My Life Isn't Normal

Memories

I'm depressing. Deal.

Hey guys. CJ here.

So... I'm at the hospital.

Before y'all yell at me, I swear I did not shoot myself, stab myself, cut myself, or get run over with a car.... again...

How am I not dead?

Whatever.

Anyways. It's Jasper. He keeps throwing up blood and he might need surgery. Idk. 🤕

I started thinking about all the times my tein brother Maxis Jason would comfort me when he was alive...

Y'all are my family so I want to share these memories with you. Read if you want.

☆ I always hate sleeping alone so I would force Jason to cuddle with me and I'd cuddle him to death.

☆ When it was thundering outside, he would hide under the covers with me and tell me silly stories till the storm went away.

☆ We had our own language. We would call people chicken nuggets and assign them a color or random name. Then we'd use food as metaphors and video game references. Like.. "I heard green chicken nugget got dunked on last night for meeting at dusk in le purple chicken nugget" "I thought it was Burger King nugget!" "No. Burger king nugget was having a bad time for being with Jakes nugget."

Don't ask 😆

☆ He would always ask me about my love life and we'd be all dramatic.

☆ We would have fashion shows seeing who could be the gayest.

☆ Whenever I'd be in the hospital, he'd blast musical songs or random emo songs I like and we'd bust out singing.

Those are all the memories I can think of right now. If you'd like more things like this, feel free to tell me.

Bai ♡