When Humanity was Lost (New)

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Storms prov.

Apparently the cut in my arm needed stitched so I had to get stitches from Doc and she didn't have any numbing solutions. After she gave me the good to go, I didn't go to sleep. I went and sat on the wall and just got stuck in my thoughts.

I was thinking about the people I have lost, the people I barely have and my past that haunts me. I think about how I've changed. The girl a year ago wouldn't even recognise the girl now, the girl sitting on a wall with a gun in her hand and hiding away from corpses.

But I stay strong and try to stay sane for these people that still need me. I want to leave, not to cause anyone pain, loss, betrayal and I don't want them to see this monster inside of me.

I'm hanging of the edge of Insanity, I'm dancing with the demons inside of me. They say that I'm safe now and it will be alright, I'm trying to chase away the darkness inside if me but no one can save me.

I take a deep breathe and looked at the time. It was 3 in the morning. What felt like minutes was hours in my head. I get up and go and walk around. My legs were a bit stiff so I decided to walk it off. I walk over to my apartment quietly not wanting to wake anyone. As I open the door to my apartment. Dylan opens his door.

"Where were you the whole night?" He asked me and I look back at me.
"Couldn't sleep, that's all" I smiled at him and walked into my room and laid on my bed.

I heard a knock on the door and I sigh.
"Come in, it's open" I said and the door opens to reveal Dylan. He walks over to me and sits next to me and looks at me as I lay on my bed.
"Please don't tell me we have to go on a run today" he said and I sighed
"Yeah we do, we need some more food for years to come of its gonna be that long" I said and he looked away
"Can't you stay here?" He asked and I sat up.
"What? No you should know I was gonna go" I said
"But you have to stay away, safe. Out there you aren't safe" he said and I snapped a little inside.

"I can take care of myself Dylan" I said angry that he suggested I can't looked after myself. He was quiet and I saw him clenching his fists in anger.
"You can't, if you don't recall what's happened to you, you can't look after yourself you just end up getting hurt" he said and I look down. How could he bring up what I've been through? How could he?

"Get out" I said and he looked at me but I didn't look back at him. "I said get out"
"Storm I didn't mean it like that" he said
"Really, because of all people here you should know never to bring up what I've been through" I said and I stood up and walked to the door "out, we are going on a run weather you like it or not" I said and he got up and walked to the door and he stopped and looked at me.
"I'm sorry Storm " he said and left.

I closed the door and leaned against it slidding down and sat against it. And then all of a sudden flashbacks run through my mind.

The whip
Jason
The gun
Eric
And the place where I was tortured.

Then I couldn't hold it in and I started to cry. I reached my hand to my back and I still felt the scars and I cried harder. I hugged my knees and rocked back and forth hoping it would sooth me. Soon I have no tears to cry anymore and I get up and wash my face and head to breakfast.

After we were done eating I went to Isaac,Chaz,Thalia and Lucas.
"We want to go on a run, do you guys want to come?" I ask
"Yeah sure I have nothing better to do" Isaac joked and smiled but it didn't reach his eyes.
"Sure" Chaz and Lucas said in unison
"Yep" Thalia said, I admit we haven't been that close since they came but I plan on fixing that.

We walked to the cars and I sat and waited for Dylan and he came and sat in the back seat while Isaac drove and I sat in the passengers seat. Chaz,Thalia and Lucas drove in the other Car.

Conversation between us in the car was very low and I didn't pay attention. I was looking out of the window at the passing world. When we got to the next town we were even more cautious than last time.
"Everyone have silencers?" Isaac asked and everyone said yes.
"Okay split up, Thalia want to come with me?" I asked and she smiled.
"Sure" she said and we started walking.

"So what's up with you and Dylan?" She asked
"I'm pissed at him because he thinks I can't take care of myself" I said shooting a corpse that came around the corner as we walked into the supermarket.
"You can take care of yourself, his a dumbass" Thalia said and I smiled
"Yeah, hey wanna sleep over tonight, girls night?" I asked
"Yeah," she said and we smiled.

As we were loading food into the basket I asked her questions.
"So you and Chaz?" I ask and she blushes
"Well were good," she said
"So what's your favorite thing you guys do together?" I ask and she smiles
"Cuddle " she said and I laughed
"Your going soft on me" I said

"No I'm serious. One day you'll get it" she said and I shook my head
"Not gonna happen, to busy, no time" I said and she rolled her eyes.
"Oh please. You know you should take out every happiness out of this world." She said
"It's just gonna get me hurt" I said
"It's a risk your just gonna have to take" she said and I shrugged.

Thalia's prov

I want to tell her so bad but I need to keep my mouth shut. I know Dylan likes her, wow big surprise(notice sarcasm.
Isaac told me a while ago.
Honestly they'd make a good couple but she just can't see the happiness that comes with a relationship only the down falls.  But she will just have to see and I wonder when that dumbass will get the courage to ask her out already.

Dylan's prov

I walk with Isaac in the pharmacy. As we put medical supplies into these duffle bags we found we talk.
"So you have a girl in mind?" I asked Isaac
"Kinda but she has a boyfriend" he said sad and I look at him
"Who is she?" I asked and he looked away
"Thalia" he said and I looked at him
"Dude, wow" I said, poor guy. I mean I know the girls happy with Chaz but I hope he turns into an asshole and she gets together with Isaac.
"Shut up, must I go tell Storm about how you feel about her" he said starting to walk and I grab his arm.
"Sorry I didn't mean it" I said
"Are you ever going to tell her?" He asked me.
"I am actually, I want to ask her on her birthday next week Friday" I said and he smiled.

He sighed and I knew the reason why. He wanted to be with Thalia but she was already taken. And in my head I prayed
Please let Chaz be an asshole

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