Not The best //frerard

sucks.

I woke up to a scent of freshly dried paint in my new small basement room. I manage my way out of my creaky bed and stare deepy into the mirror noticing my thining frame. I glance into my closet, all my clothes freshly hung. I grab a plain black shirt with a small misfits logo on the front side. I pick up my pair of jeans off my floor from the previous day and slip them over my bony legs. I tame my short black hair and throw on the slightest bit of eyeliner, hardly noticeable.

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A new school, sounds fun huh...i was informed by a website where my bus stop was. I unplug my phone from the charger sat next to my bed, with my headphones already plugged in. I scroll for a playlist filled with songs only meant to make you sad and i run upstairs. I see my mom asleep on the couch, beer cans and small vodka bottles scattered. I think about breakfast but the thought of food didnt interest me. I run out the door down the street and end up being stood by a tall curly headed boy with earplugs in and a band shirt on, he glanced at me...

"Oh hey, new boy?"

"Uh yea i moved here like uh, yesterday"

"Well im Ray, glad to meet someone with not horrible music taste"
He glanced at the small logo on my shirt.

"Im Frank"
I added looking back down at the road.

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A few mins had past when a tall read headed boy dragging behing a brown headed one behind him.

Ray sighed,

"Those are the way brothers,Gerard and Mikey, im sure youll know them soon enough"

Mikey and Ray were friends, as they were chatting until the bus came, i didnt say much as usual.

The bus was just pulling up as gerard is the first one to make it on the bus stopping to talk to a girl, me stuck behind.

"Outta my way asshat"
I scoffed.

He turned around to down at me,
"Oh look at what we have here, a new boy!"
Everyone was staring.

He squinted at me and pushed me into a seat, my lip ring hitting the window making my mouth bleed.
The bus filled with laughter.
Ray rushed over to sit with me along with Mikey
"Dont mess with Gerard hes bad news Frank."
Ray whispered.
Gerard was then sat at the back of the bus on his phone, talking to girls.
This suprised me, he didnt look like a jock that needed to be beating people up, he looked like he needed to be in a band for gods sake.
The way his black skinny jeans gripped his legs and his bright red hair lightly brused over his face and.....
Nevermind...
I walked into the school and into the office, id wiped up my blood at this point and was hunting for my scedule, i saw Gerard sitting and getting lectured by some teacher, he smirked and rolled his eyes at the glance of me. He got out of his chair and hugged me, what a fake hug.
He tuned to an office lady and exclaimed
"Linda! This is my new friend that just moved here, if you give me his scedule ill gladly show him around!"
I was about to say somethinv but then he had tightened his side grip on me scared to say anything. Gerard grabbed my scedule and read,
"Alright Frankie ill show you your locker"
He said with a devilish grin.
He dragged me outta the office into a corner in the hallway. He pushed me to the wall.
"Fresh meat"
He kicked me in the stomach before i could choke up words.
I ran out of the school running home as fast as i could. I climb through my window tears running down my face. I lay for i dont know how many hours sobbing drowning in my music regretting ever moving or going to school. It was something like 9pm when i couldnt stay here anymore. I grab my guitar and run out my window past a few houses till it was an empty block.it was pouring rain. I strummed till my fingers were bleeding over the strings screaming my heart out. This was my only escape. It distracted me. I was so loud i didnt realize the figure standing over me. I stopped playing. All i saw was red hair hanging over a tall boys face.

"Why did you stop?"
I hear a familiar voice say

"Gerard?"
I said slightly frightened,

"Please dont hurt me"
I say

"Oh my god frank, that was amazing"

"Why would you care"

He sat next to me and he swallowed hard.

"Im sorry for my shit today frank."

"Im used to it"

"That sucks."

Blood was running down my fingers and my voice was leaving.
Now that i looked at him gerard was....delicate a soft looking face with beautiful hair and perfect features. I shook my head and curled up.

"I hate...everything"

He looked at me and laid his hand on my face.

"Youre actually kinda cute to be honest, i shouldnt have hurt you, its just i put my anger twords my dad on other people i guess"

He paused and looked down
"He left us a month ago, its just me and my brother Mikey now"

I bit my lip and paused,

"That sucks, my mom is passed out half the time, drunk or hungover. She basically ignores me most of the time."

Gerard was staring at me with deep sympathy in his eyes. He pulled me into a hug, a real hug, and for the first time in forever i felt safe. Its like at school hes a completely different person, but, i understood.

- a/n enjoy babes.