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- Abbey -

Light started to consume my closed eyes. I guess my body was waking up, but I didn't want it to, i was so comfortable. But this didn't feel like my bed. Why am i so warm?

Soon my tired eyes flickered open, and a small crack in the curtains was making light pool down onto my face. I groaned, annoyed, rolling onto my back. Not until then did i notice where the warmth was coming from. It was Kian.

His arm was wrapped around my waist tightly as he laid motionless next to me, dreaming away, peacefully. I guess i must of fallen asleep last night. Wait, did he carry me up here? Because the last thing I remember was laying on the couch. I rubbed my face. Then looked up to the ceiling.

Moments later i heard a groan beside me, then Kian's arm had disappeared from my body. Wait, no, bring it back, please? Wait what, i even sassed myself at this point. Shut the fuck up Abbey, you idiot. Don't fall for this boy.

I looked to my right, Kian was looking right at me. Then he pulled his hands up, placing them on his face briefly, before pulling them back down.

"Good morning" His voice was raspy. Holy shit i think i just died.

I simply smiled, before turning my attention away. I sat up and scanned his room. I looked down to my wrist, seeing a hair tie. Thank fuck, because my hair was starting to give me the shits. I pulled the hair tie off my wrist, pulling my arms i gathered all my hair into my hands, then bundled it into a messy bun before laying back down.

"Sorry about last night, i guess I didn't realise how tired i was" I said, still not looking at Kian.

"Hey at least it means i finally got to cuddle you" I heard from beside me. That caused me to snap my neck right in Kian's direction, there was a smirk on his lips.

"Fuck boy" I teased. Glaring at him.

"You really need to stop calling me that" He rolled his eyes.

"Why?" I questioned, raising a brow.

"What makes you think I'd ever play you Abbey?" He asked, i knew he was serious this time.

I sighed. "I don't know, because I'm normal and your not"

"What do you mean?" He leaned up, turning his body to face me.

"I mean your in the public eye, you may not be a big celebrity or whatever, but your known, and have a million girls falling at your feet, why me? Why out of all people did you talk to me?" I spat out, that is the question that lingered on my mind for weeks now, Kian's fans hated me. I didn't blame them. I just got dragged into the middle of it.

"I love my fans, don't get me wrong. But why would i want someone who's obsessed, when all i want is something real. Someone who will fall in love with me for all the right reasons, not the wrong one's" He blinked a few times before speaking again. "Your beautiful Abbey, can't you see that? Sometimes people cross each other's path's for a reason, and i'm glad you crossed mine, i'm having a hard time figuring it out to, but would you rather let this go and sit around wondering what could of been? Cause I don't want that" He laid back. Letting out a huge breath. It was obvious i had pissed him off, but can you blame me for wondering???

"Im sorry Kian" I whispered. "Your right, I shouldn't of asked"

"Its not that you shouldn't of asked, the question is why are you scared?" He replied.

"Im not scared Kian, i'm just confused" I looked away briefly, then back in his direction.

"Well let's be confused together then, because your guess of how we even got here is as good as mine" He raised a hand, placing it on my cheek on the far side of my face, making me turn my head to look at him, and he let his hand stay there, keeping my cheek warm. "But I don't want to stop seeing you" He whispered.

My body gave up. There and then. Because i knew deep down something held Kian and i together like magnets. Like we were meant to meet, and things were letting themselves slip into there own fate. I didn't know where the hell we'd end up, but i was to deep in this boy's soul to stop now. I surrendered myself to him, he made my walls crumble down all around me. And truth be told, I didn't want to stop seeing him either.

A smile smile creeped upon my lips. "Your right Kian" My voice was raspy, so i cleared my throat.

"Im sorry what was that?" He took his hand away from my cheek, placing it behind his ear. Being a smart ass because he knew he was right.

"Don't push it" I pushed his shoulder, i guess he lost his balance, because his back hit the mattress and he was now laying down again.

"How dare you" He gasped, sitting up he pulled himself over me, straddling me. His legs slipped over my waist and held my body tightly. That's when i felt his fingers dig into my skin, tickling me.

My body fell into a fit of laughter as my hands went in every direction trying to stop him, but he was to strong and i was quickly running out of breath.

"Pl-please stop Kian" I begged.

"Mmmm I don't think so" He smirked.

"Im beg- begging you please" I breathed, my chest was starting to hurt from laughing to much, and just as I thought the torture wasn't going to end, it did.

My eyes flickered open to look up at Kian. He was still, he looked peaceful. It caused me to smile. My chest raising up and down because i was out of breath.

"You have the most beautiful smile" He whispered, he lifted up a hand, wiping away some stray hair that had fallen into my eyes, but i was to consumed in him to even notice it was even in my eyes in the first place.

"What are you doing to me Abbey?" He asked. Kian leant down slightly, his chest fell on mine and he was now supporting himself, leaning on his arms.

"I didn't do anything?" I questioned, narrowing my eyes, confused.

"Then why do i want to kiss you so badly? Every second of everyday?" His words ran through me like poison, my stomach starting tying up in knots. Fuck.
My breath hitched the feeling he was giving me hit me so suddenly.

"You make me nervous" I choked out.

Kian didn't respond, he just smiled. He knew he made me nervous, even if i was so damn good at hiding it, and i hated it. He won, and he knew he did. I was defeated, because i was falling for this boy. No matter how hard i tried to fight, i knew eventually I'd be his.

"Does this make you nervous?" He asked, snapping me out of my thoughts, he brought his face down to mine. Looking into my eyes, he hovered his lips directly over mine. Inches apart. I could feel his warmth on my lips, i let out a heavy breath. Squirming under his body. I closed my eyes briefly then looked directly back into his. I simply shook my head. I had no words left. I gave up.

"Good" He whispered.

That's when my lips were no longer bare, and Kian's were on mine. My whole body instantly felt a wave of electricity, it ran through my veins like i was being brought back to life. My hands found there way to the back of his head, my fingers getting tangled in his hair. It didn't matter how little or how much time i spent with him, i never wanted it to stop. This feeling right here, is all i had craved from Kian since the first time i saw him. This feeling right here, id hope would never end.