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- Abbey -

Alexa and i had just landed back in Los Angeles. We had been gone for a month and a half. I planned to come back sooner, but we decided to spend time with our families and see our friends before coming back. I'm glad that we did, because time is precious, and since my father has passed, it's definitely made me realise that.

As for Kian and i, we've been face timing almost everyday. Even if it was just for a quick hello, he's been here for me the whole time I've been gone, which only made me fall for him even more then i already had. Both him and Alexa have pulled me through the loss of losing my dad. Im so lucky, so so lucky to have them. Part of me makes me thank my dad for making me come to California, because if I hadn't i would never of met Kian. I wouldn't change a thing. Except wishing my dad was still here.

Kian had planned to pick Alexa and i up from the airport. Thank god. The fifteen hour flight had us both exhausted, and getting used to the timezone again is going to be a fucking bitch. The last thing i wanted was to sit in a cab the minute i got here.

Alexa and i had collected our luggage and were waiting in the pick up area for Kian. We only walked out the door moments ago and i had noticed Kian pulling up, in his range rover. His music was that loud you couldn't miss him. Jc was also sitting in the front seat. Jc smiled as soon as he saw me, so i smiled at him in return. As for Alexa she was sitting on her suitcase, trying not to fall asleep. It was only eleven am, this bitch was going to struggle for the rest of the day.

Jc jumped out the passenger side door, walking to me he opened up his arms for a hug, I didn't refuse.

"So good to have to back" Jc said, pulling away smiling.

"So good to be back" I replied and looked to Alexa who was starring up at Jc.

"Jc, Alexa. Alexa Jc" I introduced them.

"Hello" Alexa stood up, as Jc walked to her. They hugged. Aww my heart.

"Ive missed you" Kian's voice ran through my ears like the sound of a drum. I had missed that voice, i had missed him. I turned my head in his direction. He was standing right in front of me, with a bouquet of white roses in his hands.

I looked up to me, throwing my arms around him immediately, almost crushing the flowers, but I didn't care.

Kian laughed, pulling out the arm holding the flowers from underneath him and wrapping his arms around me.

"Ive missed you so much" I whispered.

Kian pulled away after a couple of seconds, his smile plastered on his face, wide and beautiful. He then held the flowers out to me, which i took.

"Thank you" I pulled them up to my nose to admire the scent. White roses, besides pink roses were my favourite flower. Guess he took a wild guess and got it right.

Jc and Kian immediately grabbed our luggage and took it around to the back of the car.

"Bow chicka wow wow" Alexa bumped my shoulder, smirking.

"Shut up" I laughed.

Seconds later the boys returned.

"You can ride up front with Kian if you want" Jc offered.

"You sure?" I asked.

"Yeah its all good" He smiled.

"Lex did you want to sit up front?" I turned to her.

She shook her head. "Nope, ill probably fall asleep anyways" Then she walked towards the car, opening up the back door and hopped in.

Kian had already got into the drivers side, and Jc walked over to the front door, holding it open for me. I walked over, and slid into the front seat.

"Thanks Jc" I smiled. He smiled back closing the door and Kian started up the car, turning the music down as it blarred through the speakers, scaring the shit out of Alexa and i.

"Sorry" Kian laughed.

Once Jc had got in, we were on our way home, and i could honestly tell you I couldn't be more excited. I missed La, but most of all, i missed Kian.

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- Kian -

Earlier on Alexa decided she wanted to go home, while Abbey said she wanted to stay at our place. When she had mentioned that i almost jumped for joy, i wanted to hold onto her and never let her go. We had dropped Alexa off, and helped her get her stuff up to there apartment, and Abbey took hers up, just packing a small bag for herself to stay the night.

It was around eight pm now, Jc and i were filming a youtube video. We were just doing a q&a, we wanted to take it easy this week. We've been hurting ourselves to much lately. I glanced over midway through filming. Abbey was sitting on the couch, along with Bobby and Corey, and they were all playing on there phone's quietly. Usually Bobby and Corey will walk behind our video's or do dumb shit while we film, but i guess they weren't in the mood today. A smile came across my face as i looked at her, i was just so glad she was back. And that nothing between us had changed.

"How are Kian and Abbey going?" Jc said, snapping me from my chance. I looked to Jc, then to the camera.

"Little lovebirds" Jc smiled, leaning next to me trying to kiss my cheek.

"Dude what the fuck!?" I yelled. Then both of us starting laughing.

"To answer your question, well... its a secret" I smirked.

"Why don't we ask Abbey?" Jc asked.

Both Jc and i looked in her direction, she was already starring at us and shaking her head. Jc stood up and went out of camera's view. Walking over to her, he pulled on her hands. But she was fighting it, laughing. Jc picked her up from the waist and started to walk her over to where we were sitting.

"Jc stop" She giggled. Jc placed Abbey on my lap, and i wrapped my arms around her waist. Then she turned and looked into the camera lens then to Jc.

"So, how are you guys going?" Jc asked, looking to Abbey and then to me.

"Like Kian said, its a secret. Are we friends? Are we dating? Who knows" She gave a big smile to the camera, placing her hands over mine.

"You guys have a ship name!" Bobby yelled from the couch, causing Abbey, Jc and i to snap our heads in his direction.

"What is it?" Jc asked.

"Kabby" Bobby replied.

Jc laughed, looking back to the camera. Abbey pulled a weird face at Bobby and i looked to Jc, also letting out a little laugh. I thought it was cute.

"Back to the question, are ya'll dating?" Jc turned his attention to us.

"Nope" Abbey said, popping the word at the end. She then smiled and stood up, blowing a kiss she walked out of frame, my eyes watched her as she walked away.

"Next question" Jc looked down through his phone, scrolling through twitter.

She was right, we weren't dating. So I couldn't be mad at her. I wanted her all to myself so badly. Maybe it was finally time to ask her the big question, but how and when was the only thing stopping me. Time to start dropping hints, I can't let her slip through my fingers. I needed her, i craved her. I never wanted something so badly until my eyes saw hers. She was a masterpiece. She was perfect, at least to me.