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- Abbey -

I was so exhausted last night, words cannot describe how much the travelling wore me out. By ten pm i was out like a light, i never go to bed that early, I'm usually a night owl. Kian must of yet again carried me upstairs, because I don't remember falling asleep in his bed. Poor boy, has to carry my fat ass around. The only reason i even knew it was that early is because i was texting Alexa and i remember seeing the time, but i don't remember anything after that.

My eyes sprung open, and I immediately rolled onto my back. I looked to my right to see Kian, leaning up on his pillow, looking in the direction of his tv that hung up on his wall opposite the bed. Sounded like he was watching some disney movie, maybe a cartoon, the high pitched sounds coming from the tv were annoying me, even though the volume wasn't up that loud. It didn't take Kian long to look down at me a smile.

I could honestly tell you his smile is something I'd love to wake up to every morning. He's so angelic. It's so calming to see him, it's so blissful beyond words.

Kian didn't even say anything, he leaned down and kissed my cheek. Leaning back up he tucked a piece of my stray hair behind my ear. I smiled, then stretched out my tired body, looking toward the ceiling.

"What time is it?" I asked, my voice raspy.

"Twelve something" Kian replied.

Fuck.

"Are you serious?" I sat up "How did i sleep that long?" I looked around his room for my phone. Kian leaned over to his nightstand, picking up something he handed it to me. My phone.

"I charged it for you" He smiled.

"Thank you" I groaned, as if i had lost it or something.

Kian looked back to the tv has i settled back into the pillow and checked my social media and text messages. About two minutes later i was over it. My social media had blown up ever since i had first met Kian and Jc, and day by day it was only getting worse. My followers had increased by the thousands, sometimes id go through and reply and like comments but this morning I couldn't be bothered. I was exhausted. The only thing i wanted to do was cuddle Kian all day.

I rolled onto my side and cuddled into him, throwing my arm over his waist, shortly after i felt his hand around my back. My head fell onto his stomach and i smiled onto his skin. He was so warm. I could lay here forever.

"Tired babe?" Kian asked.

"I think the jetlag has hit me" I sighed. I looked up to Kian with my eyes.

"My poor princess" Kian pouted, starting to run his fingers through my hair. Causing me to close my eyes almost instantly. I groaned it felt so good.

"I just wanna lay here with you all day" I whispered. "Ive missed you so much"

"Ive missed you too" He replied.

I never wanted this feeling to go away, i wanted to lay here with Kian for eternity. The feeling he gave me i know id never feel with anyone else, this feeling he gave me i already knew was a fairytale love, and i was lucky to find it. I was lucky to have him. Please don't leave me Kian, please don't break me. My thoughts consumed my mind as i started drifting off to sleep again, tangled up in him.

- Kian -

Abbey fell back asleep within minutes of me playing with her hair. She was so tired, i knew it was going to take her a few days to get used to the timezones again.

But she was awake now, she was currently in the shower. What id give to be showering with her right now. Fuck, Kian stop. I mentally rolled my eyes.

We are no where near that yet, shes not even my girlfriend. Im not going to lie, i used to hook up with different girls all the time. But I didn't want to do that to Abbey, I didn't want to hurt her. What we have is magic, and I didn't want that to fall into pieces.

I want her to be mine. I craved her, i craved her so much my heart could explode.

Abbey snapped me out of my thoughts the moment the bathroom door opened. There she was, her skin still glistening from the water, wet hair, in her bra and matching panties. I almost choked on my spit. I felt myself getting hot and heavy. Abbey was starring at me, a smirk coming across her face.

"Like what you see?" She folded her arms over her chest.

"I umm..." I adverted my eyes to the corner of the room.

Abbey's laughed rang through my ears and i immediately looked back at her.

"Whats so funny?" I questioned, raising an eyebrow.

"Nothing" She tried to hide back her giggles. "Nothing at all"

I stood up, walking to her slowly. Her eyes met mine and she stood still.

"Yes Kian?" She asked.

But I didn't answer, i kept walking toward her until my chest hit hers. A breath escaping her body, as her back hit the wall. I grabbed her hands, holding them above her head. Her mouth hung slightly open as she kept her eyes on mine.

"Is it funny now babygirl?" I whispered, letting my lips linger over hers.

She didn't reply. I pulled her hands off the wall, and pushed them back onto it, not hard, but enough to get her attention, then i put my mouth to her ear. "I said, is it funny?" I asked again.

"N-no" She stuttered.

"Good" I smirked. I moved my lips down to her neck and started to kiss her soft skin.

A moan escaped her lips as she pulled her head back onto the wall. Her fingers dug into my wrists. I pulled my head up. Crashing my lips onto hers. She kissed me back hard, like she craved me just as much as i craved her.

I released my grip on her hands, i then placed my hands on the back of her legs and pulled her up. She immediately wrapped her legs around my waist and her arms found there way around my neck. Not once did we break our kiss.

I started walking backwards, until my legs hit the bed and i sat down. Abbey positioned herself so that she could straddle me with ease. Then she broke the kiss, looking into my eyes, gasping for air.

"Is everything ok?" I asked, worried id done something wrong.

"Of course Kian" She smiled. "I just think theres a time and place, call me old fashioned but...." She sighed. "Id love nothing more then for you to fuck me senseless right now, god" She groaned, making me moan and bite my lip. "But not yet" She continued.

She was right. I mean if thats her thoughts and her values i respect that. I don't want to disappoint her. I don't want to force her. All i wanted was to love her, love her eternally.

"Well there's actually something I've been meaning to ask you...." I kissed her lips softly.

Her eyes were closed when i pulled away. "Mmmm" she smiled and opened her eyes "What's that?" She asked.

"Be mine" I whispered. "In a room full of art, all id ever look at is you, you are my art Abbey, I don't want that to disappear" I almost choked, lord knows why. This girl gave me feelings i could not explain.

Her lips crashed on mine, her hands found there way into my hair, she forced her body into mine, being as close to me as she possibly could. Like our bodies were fired with electricity, and we ignited each other.

"Yes" She breathed against my lips.