Chapter 3

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•New York | August 24th, 2022 | 02:38am•

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•New York | August 24th, 2022 | 02:38am•

"if you drop the soap on floor, is the floor clean and the soap dirty?" Vontez asked causing us to both think about it

I bet what he asked was stupid but we both high as shit to even realize that. I haven't had a good blunt in a while. I've been slowly stopping because I don't want Storm growing up into that kinda lifestyle. I think what many parents fail to realize is that your kids pick up after you. Small things like saying thank you and shit they see and copy after you. That's why I only smoke when she's asleep, but give me a couple months and I'm going to quit completely.

I put the blunt to my lip and took a drag, holding it for a couple second before breathing it out. I was so lost in the blunt that I didn't realize Vontez was staring at me the whole time.

"what?" I asked

"the way you smoke is just so...beautiful. like your lips...and the mole on your chin...that nigga Markus or whatever his name is fucked up leaving yo ass" He said as seriously as can be

"Markus who?" I chuckled before hitting the blunt again

"I'm serious. If I was into niggas like that then I would definitely cuff your ass. You one of them niggas that you can't let get away" He commented

"but you're letting me get away right now" I awkwardly chuckled "you remind me of a guy I used to kick it with too, Maximus. He was like he's only sexually attracted to guys but he could never have a relationship with one"

"he sound like just like me, must be a ladies man"

"yeah well he caught feelings after a while and when I didn't feel the same way he started to freak out and shit. I told you, with this friends with benefits shit there's always only one way it ends, someone catches feelings and then the other gotta cut them off. Best case scenario they both feel the same way and can finally get together, either ways though feelings will be caught"

"so what you saying, one of us gonna catch feelings for the other?" He asked

"I dunno, I mean yeah I like you but I don't know if we there yet. Like I love you as a bro and dick provider but I'm just not in the right state of mind to be in a relationship with a guy right now. That's probably what's stopping me from loving you, loving anyone in general" I explained

"yeah I like you too, more than I should. But I fuck with the way we can be open to each other about our relationship. what we got is different, I can't explain. We like friends with benefits, at the same time got girl friends, at the same time we're like best friends, at the same time we like brothers. I really can't label you as anything, you done broke the scale"

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