Christopher BrownI just sat there in shock as Miracle's 5 year old told me she witnessed her father choke up her mother. I am completely disgusted. I mean, Camille and I used to have heated arguments but I would never put my hands on her.. No matter how much that girl has put me through.
"Well.. does either one of them know that you saw this happen?" She swallowed hard and shook her head no, then she threw her head into both of her hands softly sobbing. "Then mommy just pretends that nothing's going on" she cried, I put Royalty on my side and embraced Christina into my chest.
"Hey.. don't cry, your mommy is a very strong lady and everything is gonna be okay.." She stayed silent. "You heard me?" She finally nodded her head slowly and got up and jogged upstairs, I just sighed deeply.
I just kissed Miracle though..
Miracle Lively
"Just take a deep breath Miracle.. that kiss didn't mean anything.. you have a husband, who you respect and love.. right?" I sighed as I collapsed onto my king sized bed with silk sheets staring up at the ceiling. Here I am, trying to convince myself that, that kiss with Chris didn't mean anything when we both know that kiss most definitely DID mean something.
I sighed once again as I thought about all the worst outcomes of this situation. I sat up as my phone rang, I picked it up and held it up to my ear.
"Hello?"
'Miracle?"
Soon as he said my name guilt ran all over my body. "Yes Jeffery?" He cleared his throat and I stared at the wall. "I thought I would treat you to a nice dinner.. you know since we haven't been on the best of terms with our marriage, ya know?" I raised an eyebrow.
"A nice dinner.. Me and you.. Together.." disbelief rising in my voice. " Yes, tonight. So when I get home I'm expecting to see you looking your best" He demanded almost, I sighed and ran my fingers through my halfway dry curls. "Who's gonna watch the kids?" He scuffed.
"Isn't Chase there or something?" I rolled my eyes dramatically. "His name is Chris jeffery.. and I just wouldn't feel comfortable just dumping kids with him like.."
he cut me short.
"Listen, I really don't care what his name is.. I just wanna take you out and show you a good time, plus we need to talk"
"About what Jeffery?" I shot back.
"You'll see" And with that the phone line went dead. I sighed in annoyance and guilt. I just kissed another man who isn't my man. What could i possibly be thinking.. I was yet again bumped out of my thoughts when my phone started vibrating again.
This time it was Kayla.
"Hello?" I sluggishly drug out.
"Ew what's wrong with you" Kayla interrogated, I rolled my eyes, and shrugged as if she could see me. "Nothing, just arguing with Jeffery again, wassup?"
I heard a sigh come out from her "So Chris wants to take me on a date" I felt this burning sensation just from the mention of his name. I had just kissed him unintentionally but i liked it.. like i liked it a lot.
I found myself staring into a daze until I heard Kayla's voice again. "What should I do Miracle?" I snapped back to reality. "Go" She sighed again. "Okay, ima go"
"Hey wanna go to lunch, tomorrow?" I tucked my lips in fiddling with my towel. "Uh yeah, after work I'll meet up with you" She gave me a quick okay before I hung up.
I fell back onto my bed, sighing loudly. "God give me the strength"
Christopher Brown
7:30pmSoon I got Christina to calm down and I put Royalty to sleep. I was lounging on the couch watching an episode of Jimmy Nuetron.
Then the front door opened exposing a man with a tux on, realizing it was Jeffery I let out a cackle. "Fuck this nigga got on" I mumbled, turning my attention back to the television.
"Miracle you look amazing" I heard him say. I turned around and watched as Miracle stepped down from stairs with this silky black dress on with a sleek spit down the middle. My mouth damn near dropped.
She smiled while instantly gripping onto his biceps, she looked over her shoulder as they walked towards the front door together. "Chris, i'll be back later, watch over the house and the kids!" As Jeffery pulled her out the door.
I sighed to myself as i slouched inside the couch, flicking through the channels.
Miracle Lively
"So how are you? I feel like we've been distant" I dramatically rolled my eyes while twisting my fork in my pasta. "Jeffery stop acting like we're all happy and healthy because we're not" He sighed and he cut through his steak.
"I wanna work on us" I laughed a little, shaking my head, eating a little bit of my food. "Miracle, i'm not cheating on you" My glare shot up at him, this whole "date" was a fucking disaster and I wanted this night to hurry up and end.
"Save it Jeffery, I don't know why you even invited me on this little date, a woman called our home saying she needs her bills paid and you wanna tell me you're not doing something you're not supposed to be doing?" I shouted, soon regretting it, looking around as Jeffery and others in the restaurant witnessed me act foolish.
I slouched down in my chair, playing in my pasta once more. "Miracle, i'm not gonna tell you again.." I just ignored him shaking my head.
"I don't care anymore Jeffery.." I dismissed him, soon I was startled from him banging his fist on the table cause a major scene.
"ARE YOU FUCKING HIM MIRACLE? YOU'RE ACCUSING ME OF CREEPING AROUND YET YOU BROUGHT A HOMELESS USELESS NIGGA IN OUR HOME WITH HIS FUCKING 2 YR OLD" He huffed and puffed at me, i just sat there in awe as I swallowed my spit. I soon threw my napkin on my plate.
"Take me home.. NOW" I yelled storming out of the restaurant.