Xmen - Battle for Power (Complete)

Chapter 19 - Emotions screw stuff up.

So I ment to update this the same day as the other chapter was updated but everything went tits side up. Sorry for the launguage im just rather frustrated, this chapter has been a kick in the ass, im struggeling with the book, alot and I desided to do a chapter showing the deeper sides to Leo, and I wanted him to argue so I choses Yang for that, the argument didn't go to well seeing as I was listening to 'Happy' while writing it. SO enjoy this apsolutly terrible chapter, and dont ask to much of me, this book, I know, isnt the best I could write, im just so completly frustrated with my writers block for it. Soooo... Arg, rant over.

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Chapter 19 - Emotions screw stuff up.

Leo's POV.

"What did you do? Why is she asleep again?" I shouted at Jean who was binning the needle.

"She went into cardiac arrest, if I hadn't of done what I did then she would have died." Jean answered simply. She was very stressed at the moment, you could tell because the usually kindness she carried in her tone was gone.

"Tell me, what exactly did you do?" I asked her my tone angry.

"I put her back to sleep, don't worry, she will wake up again." Jean said softly knowing my consern and heart break. "Leo, go take a break, I promis you she will still be here when you get back." I hesitated slightly, not really wanting to leave her side, but I knodded slowly and walked to the door.

I walked through the doors that shut breathly behind me and was greated by four worried faces, instantly snapping up to look staight at mine, all begging for news with one single stare. I hung my head ashamed of not having any news for them, I heard sighs of depresstion coming from each of them as they realiesed my lack of knowlage.

I quickly left the room, traveling fast so no one had the chance to ask me what had happened, Im guessing they heard Alisha scream that once. That single scream was still ratterling through my head, It was like she hadn't recogniased me made me just feel so completly depressed.

After climing the big wooden steps I made my way to my room and plonked myeslf down onto my bed. The room was empty for once, it was peacefully quiet. In those moments of solitary, I was able to think over the events of today, the plans we had made on how to rescue her.

Professer Xavier had told Storm telepathicaly to come and get me, so we could help out with the mission. It was a great plan, and Magneto definatly didn't expect it. But the whole ride back was full of tenstion as Alisha just fainted in my arms, everyone is worried for her being but I do know that some people are focusing more on the information she know.

Suddenly I was knocked out of my solitude and thoughts by a clumsy, bloody pair of Baboons. They noticed my presents and instantly fell silent, each nugging each other to say something.

"What do you dim wits want?" I asked fed up of them already. Jamie acted hurt at my insult and fell back onto his bed, Yang just stood there akwadly, just watching me. "Stop Judging me Yang." I said to him as I turned on to my side.

"Im not judging you, I mean all your doing is lying there, soaking up all the pity people are giving you about how your girlfriend is unconstious." He said harshly, for some reason Yang and me had fallen out latly, I think he might have feelings for Alisha since this thing all started when Alisha got taken.

"Hey, don't take it out on me mam, I care so much about Alisha, thats why I got off my arse and went to help get her out of there, unlike someone... Hmm, I wonder who that could be?" I asked him sarcasticly, my voice raising as I rose from my bed, my height easily inabeling me to tower over him.

"Don't start on you? Don't start on you? Your the reason she's in this mess, If you hadn't of been such a woss then she wouldn't have been taken! And I asked Storm if I could go but she told me to stay behind and look after everyone else!" He yelled back.

"Exactly, You only asked to go with her, you didn't demand you didn't plead, you just stroled over and asked her you philock! And It's not my fault that I got knocked uncontious, I was trying my hardest to protect Alisha, but if you haven't noticed, I was up against Magneto! Where were you when Magneto attacked anyway?!" I asked/shouted back, he was really getting on my nerves now.

"When Magneto was attacked I was taking care of my little sister instead of pretending to be hurt and letting Magneto get away with Alisha, who does that remind ME of?!" He yelled back using just as much sarcasum as one of my earlier arguments, his armes came up to my chest as he pushed me hard, making me fall down to my bed. He had now crossed the line by a mile, and he was going to pay.

I rose from my bed and shoved him hard back, he fell against the frame of the double bed with a clonk. I steped quickly up to him and started punching him in the face, extreamly hard that it started to completely bust up his face, blood pooring every where. I didn't realise how much he was yelling untill I felt Logans hands pull me off of him, I struggeled hard against Logan to get back at Yang who was being held back by Jamie now.

Logan swiftly pulled me out of the room and through me down to the floor in the corridor. I easily jumped back up, ready to attack Logan, I was so frustrated and angry for not being able to do anything about Alisha at the moment that punching the hell out of some one was actually working. Logan held me back and easily pushed me against the wall with my arms locking in his fists.

"Let go of me!" I yelled frustrated.

"Calm down Leo." He demanded back, pushing me harder. I saw out of the corner of my eye, Jean and Storm rush down the corridor and pull Yang out of the room, his face was really busted.

Once Yang was out of there I was left with Logan and a suddenly appering Scott and Professer X.

"We expect better of you Leo." Proffesser said before they all walked back to the waiting bay, all but Logan.

I felt so broken at those words, I hurt to know some one you have respect your whole live with such passion then to learn that they where dissopointed in something you have done. And It hurt.

My heart was racing and my breathing quickened as I realised I had just beaten up my best friend. Everything felt on edge, I was either about to cry or laugh in frustration, either punch Logan or hug him. I didn't know how to feel, I was so afraid of losing Alisha, and so on edge and frustrated at the same time, my emotions where blending into one big horrible mess and it was making me sick. Sick of feeling this way, sick of dealing with this much pressure and worry. Over one girl.

I sunk down to the floor, my head in my knees as I slowly closed my eyes and ran over what I had just done over and over again.

"Leo," I heard Logan speck suddenly, he paused thinking of what to say. "Come on, lets go out side for a second." He spoke almost silently. I knodded and followed slowly behind me.

Logan was kind of like my father, always being there for me in a way, and I did need to talk to him out side for a while. I needed to clear my head to someone, and it was so easy to do it with Logan.

Alisha had slept all day, and as the sun was setting, I still hadn't left her side and I wont till she wakes up. I felt my eyes closing as I lay down beside her, slowly I fell asleep. And at once I felt at peace, well, before Alisha awoke, screaming.