Everything starts here..
When you look right into my eyes..
Everything feels right..
Even though I know..
I'm wrong.
I never had a chance to explain to myself why.
Because, I hope I'm right.
Since that, I feel so cruel.
I'm evil.
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He is all I want.
I already have a boyfriend.
He already had a girlfriend.
We've met before.
In junior high school.
But at that moment, we just a child.
Or we thought so.
It starts when we're in 11, High School.
He starts to comment on my social media.
And actually, I didn't even realized it was him.
Of course I'm not expecting him.
But when I know that was him, I don't have idea why I'm so excited.
Too way excited.
Like a girl who had another candy.
Sweet.
Then I starts to stalk him--on social media.
When I see that he had a girlfriend, I think I'm done.
Maybe we were meant to be just friends or so.
but the way he talked to me, I feel like he had something on me.
I feel like he want me.
But I can control myself.
I won't flirt.
I'm too afraid to be disappointed.
Another reason, I'm in relationship.
In my little heart, I want him.
High school romance is all I want.
That's my dream since I kid.
I can't get it in junior high school, so I should get that in high school.
That's more like an ambition.
But I didn't want to get that like this way.
If I had a chance, I really hope there's other way.
Hopefully.
But hope is hope.
Chance is chance.
I took the chance.
One day, he confessed.
He likes me, more than just a friend.
Unfortunately, I also told him that I like him.
He made an appointment.
I guess it's a date.
An illegal date.
We start talking about anything.
And I like him more than ever.
