The girl who destroyed by a time bomb, now, where is she?
What??
She turns into a playgirl?
Really?
Why she had to do that?
I don't know.
After we broke up, I want to heal my heart.
I start dating with someone.
But I guess my feelings already dead.
It won't last.
I date him just for a few weeks.
Then we broke up.
I keep cruising.
I met someone.
He just too kind.
I start dating him.
He really kind.
But then, He once mad at me.
And I'm too tired to say sorry.
So I broke up with him.
Just a month.
Then someone found me.
Guess what! He is my crush when I'm in 10 grade.
Damn I like him so damn much!
And you know what, he likes me.
He said he wanna be my boyfriend.
Of course I said yes!!!
And well yeah,
I was deceived.
It won't last.
Just for a month.
Damn.
So I guess I found someone else.
He is funny, kind, and great.
When I dating him, I didn't let him have my heart.
I lied to him.
I said yes, but my heart still half-yes.
Until one day, on the phone, I heard him yelling at me.
He said he didn't.
But my heart already hurt.
I broke up with him.
Just a week after I said yes.
Wow!
What a damn relationship.
What's wrong with me?
I'm just like half dead half alive feelings.
One side I want to have someone to hold me tight.
But that's the problem.
I didn't want to fight.
But they starts to shut me down.
They broke my feelings again.
My scar is still wet, and they make it worse.
I'm absolutely dead, I guess.
After that, I'm done.
I won't.
I'm cold.
I lost my feelings.
Everything.
I'm being numb.
Until I met him~
