I Can't Love Him! He's My Brother! Or Can I? Rikoss

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Rocky's POV
I was in the band room messing around and I wanted to weight a song for Ell then I had an idea so I got started

"Lay your head down with me, darling
Pick your heart up off the floor
If you need some give you somethin'
You know I know

Head down, so you hide, a drug for my eyes
I've been needing something, you've needing something maybe a little too much
Slow down, anytime, no, you don't need to rush
I've been drinking something, you've been drinking something, maybe a little too much

'Cause all my days seemed like they were getting so lonely lately
I couldn't take it much longer, baby, oh, baby
So tell me, baby, do you feel like I do?
Are you craving someone to hold you?
As the sun comes up and sets the stars

Lay your head down with me, darling
Pick your heart up off the floor
If you need some, give me something
You know, yeah, I know
Lay your head down with me, darling
Pick your heart up off the floor
If you need some, give me something
You know, yeah, I know

Face found, Calvin Klein, her bank don't need love
I've been dreaming so much, you've been dreaming some, maybe a little too much
Flown down to an isle
The rum is dyed blue
We've been drinking something, we've been drinking something, maybe a little too much

The things you're saying
Keeping me high, my apothecary
Give me your stories to go, oh, baby, oh, baby
So tell me, baby, feeling the love that I'm feeling lately
Nowhere I'd rather be as the sun comes up besides the stars

Lay your head down with me, darling
Pick your heart up off the floor
If you need some, give me something
You know, yeah, I know
Lay your head down with me, darling
Pick your heart up off the floor
If you need some, give me something
You know, yeah, I know

'Cause all my days seemed like they were getting so lonely lately
I couldn't take it much longer, baby, oh, baby

Lay your head down with me, darling
Pick your heart up off the floor
If you need some, give me something
You know, yeah, I know
Lay your head down with me, darling
Pick your heart up off the floor
If you need some, give me something
You know, yeah, I know"

I heard clapping behind me I turn about it was Ratliff
"That was beautiful baby." He kisses me
"You think so." I lay my head on his chest.
"I know so." He hugs me tight
"I love you." I whisper
"I'll love you today, tomorrow until the day I die, please always remember that ok." He lifts my chin up gently.
"I will" I kiss him gently.

I still can't believe Rocky thinks we don't love him
Without him R5 wouldn't be a think
He is the reason one and all of us who self harm are still alive
I hope he sees that soon he's amazing without even trying