I'm his Diana, He's my Batman. (Liam Payne fanfic)

Ch. 31

(Katherine's p.o.v.)

I close my eyes and listen to the song I have on.

"Alone at last we can sin and fight.
And I've lost all faith in this blurring light,
(Stay right here we can change our plight.
Storming through this despite what's right.)

One final fight for this tonight.
Whoa-oh-oh
With knives and pens we made our plight.
Whoa-oh-oh

Lay your heart down, the end's in sight.
Conscience begs for you to do what's right.
(Everyday it's still the same dull knife,
Stab right through and justify your pride.)

One final fight for this tonight.
Whoa-oh-oh
With knives and pens we made our plight.
Whoa-oh-oh

Well I can't go on without your love, you lost, you never held on.
(We tried our best. Turn out the light. Turn out the light!)

One final fight for this tonight.
Whoa-oh-oh
With knives and pens we made our plight.
Whoa-oh-oh

Well I can't go on without your love, you lost, you never held on.
(We tried our best. Turn out the light. Turn out the light!!)"

I guess I used to listen to all these bands. They are extremely good. Another song comes on and I slowly drift off to sleep.

"Katherine, you are such a loser!" Everyone yelled at me. I'm at school surounded by a bunch of people.

"Did you really think you could hide that you were Niall's daughter. Such a god damn bitch!" Someone screamed at me.

I ran into the bathroom and pulled out a blade from my pocket. I went into the stall and rolled up my sleeves. I pressed the blade down on my arm and felt the blood rush up to the surface. I made several cuts and I was simply smiling. I loved this pain. I am addicted to this pain.

Suddenly I have pills in my hand. I exit the bathroom stall and go to the mirror. I wash off my arms, but more blood appears. I shrug ans exit the bathroom. I get many names thrown at me and I just walk to the outiside of the building.

I climb to the roof and I walk over to the edge. Everyone had followed me out and was watching. Suddenly everyone was screaming, "Jump! Jump! Jump!"

I felt tears come down, I took the bottle of pills and swalloed them all. I get the blade out again and make final cuts. I stand at the edge and look down. I am ready to die, I am ready to jump.

"Katherine!!" I feel someone shake me. I open my eyes and breathe heavily. I remove my ear buds and look up to see my dad.

"What happened?" He asks.

"I remember why I hate school.." I swallow hard and look at him in the eyes.

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"In the end as we fade into the night,
(Oh-whoa-oh)
Who will tell the story of your life?
(Oh-whoa-oh)
And who will remember your last goodbye?
(Oh-whoa-oh)
Because it's the end and I'm not afraid, not afraid to die." I sing to myself. I have learned new things about my past from my father. He told me basically everything I asked him. It is all coming back slowly.
I have been locking myself in my room and I keep having these vivid nightmares. Every night I learn new things about my past. Every morning I remember just a little more. Everyday I wake up I hate myself a little more.

I hear a knock on my door and Liam pops in.

"You doing okay sunshine?"

"No. I remember a lot. I hate who I am. I hate how I have done nothing and everyone hates me." I choke. I suddenly can't breathe.

He comes over to me and hugs me.

"Baby, I am so sorry. I never wanted you to feel pain." He cries.

"I never meant for the fans to hate you." He looks at me.

He takes his hand puts it on my cheek. He cups my face and leans in a little. I close the space in-between us and kiss him. I suddenly get these pictures in my head.

He took away my virginity,

He made me feel loved,

I never believed he had feelings for me,

He was my life,

We were so close,

We were becoming close again,

I loved him.

Memories flashed through my head. I let go and had to catch my breathe. I look at him and smile.

"I remember. I remember! Liam!" I hug him tightly.

"You remember me fully?" He asked.

"Yes!" I laugh out. I remember all the times when I was little.

"It all came back, right when you kissed me."