regrets?

regrets? / Part 11

I struggle to keep myself standing up. I still felt very weak, but I wasn't about to ask Cameron to help me out any more then she already was. I knew that she didn't have to help me at all, she was just choosing to. So I just hold onto the sides of the shower as well as I can and pray for my legs to not fail on me.

A few minutes of dead silence pass. The only thing I could hear was the sound of the water from the shower hitting the floor of the tub. I couldn't take it anymore. I couldn't wait any longer to talk to her about it and apologize. I had to say something.

"I am so sorry Cam, that you had to walk in on that. I shouldn't have done it.... I- I don't know what came over me."

"It's alright, Y/N. I'm kind of used to it, actually." she sighed. "I just find it to be such a coincidence to be coming home to the exact thing I invited you over to talk about."

"Please explain." I ask.

"Well, nights like tonight happen a lot more than you would ever think. Believe it or not, some girls become friends with me just to get close to my brothers..... I knew I shouldn't have become such good friends with you the moment I found out you were their age."

"Oh. My. God. You can't possibly believe that I'm just friends with you just to get with your brothers. You remember when we first met and you talked about your brothers, right? I didn't even know about them!"

"I know, I know. That's why I'm going to give you another chance, and not kick you out as soon as you get out of the shower." she says. I can't help feeling relived.

"Thanks, Cam. I love being friends with you. I would've hated for this to have ruined our friendship."

"Me too..." she says. I couple moments pass before I speak up again.

"I'm sorry, but I can't believe your brothers hook up with your friends so often that it's become a normal thing in your life that you have to watch out for. Do they do this with all of your friends? And why?"

"No, not all of them. And the reason they do it is because they are just as not in control of themselves as you were tonight. So, when a girl goes up to them all seductively, basically begging for it, they can't help themselves." she explains.

"And your okay with them doing that to you all the time?"

"No. For a while I didn't talk to them, but of course I came back around. I mean, they're my brothers. I had to forgive them sooner or later. I mean, it's not like they did something completely terrible that I would have to cut off all ties with them because of. Plus, I love them. I don't want to cut the ties with them." She paused. "But, when I did start talking to them again, I made sure the first thing I said was to stop hooking up with every one of my friends unless they genuinely liked them. Basically I called them out on being such fuckboys."

"Ya, they were talking me a little bit earlier on how they were trying to clean up their act." I interrupt, but she carried on.

"I told them to cut the shit or else I would really stop talking with them, forever. Or at least for a long time. That might seem harsh, but you don't understand how much it hurts. To be dumped by almost every friend. And at least it worked... up until tonight."

"I'm so sorry, I had no idea." I apologized again.

"I already told you, I forgive you. And I forgive them. Don't worry about it. I'll get over it." She said.

"You're going to forgive them?" I ask.

"Yes. Like I said before, they are my brothers. I love them. The reason I said what I did was mostly just to scare them into stopping." She paused again. "If I were you though, I'd be less worried about my relationship with my brothers and more worried about how awkward it's going to be between you three if we are still going to be stay friends."

"Ya, but I think we'll eventually be fine." I say. "I mean, it's not like we started fucking the second I got here. We talked for a while, actually got to know each other well. Your brothers are really great, genuine people, you know."

"I know." She said. "I'm glad it won't be too awkward for you."

"Same here." I say as I finish up in the shower.

I'm glad to be back writing normal stories. Honestly, I was getting kind of bored with writing all that smut. That's probably why they were talking so much during sex lol.

- Beth