I turn off the water and open the curtains. Cam reaches for a clean towel for me while I try and squeeze all the water out of my hair. She hands me the towel and I wipe some of the water off my body, wincing when I wipe a little too hard on the hickies. Then I wrap it around my body and she helps me step out of the shower again. She lets go of my hands only when I'm able to lean against the sink. Cameron gives me a strange look as I wipe off some of the excess makeup under my eyes that I didn't get off in the shower.
"What's wrong?" I ask. "Well, you know, other than the obvious."
"I just didn't realize you were.. like that." Cameron says. "I didn't know you were into threesomes. Or any of the other extreme stuff I know my brothers do during sex. And don't even try to lie, I'm sure they did it all with you."
"I'm not!- 'like that'." I blurt out. "I mean, well, I don't know..." She laughs.
"And, I wasn't going to say this to you because I didn't want to make you feel even worse but.... I heard you call Grayson 'daddy.'" She admits. "I really didn't know you were into that kind of stuff."
"This is the way I look at it:" I start, finally getting a grip on what I'm saying. "If the guy.. or- or guys, I'm with make me feel really good, then I want to make them feel just as good too. So if calling them certain names is the way to do tha-"
"Okay, okay. I get it." Cameron stops me, putting up a hand and laughing uncomfortably. I laugh with her, knowing how freaky I sound.
"Just please don't make my kinkiness-" We both start to laugh again at this. "Just don't let it make things weird between us."
"I won't, I promise. I mean, I don't let it come between me and my brothers. You'll be fine." She assures me.
"Okay." I say. "And about the threesome.. I don't know; I've never done one before and it seemed... well, fun. Different."
"You know what, I shouldn't be so nosy about your sex life. Do whatever you want, I won't judge. Just don't.. hurt yourself. Or others."
"I won't." I say. "Hey, I hate to ask you this but do you mind going and grabbing the bag I brought? It has all my clothes in it and stuff."
"Sure. Where did you put it?" She asked.
"I think I put it in one of the chairs around your kitchen table." I say. I watch her leave and shut the door. When she's gone I look at myself in the mirror and make a promise to myself. I won't do something stupid like this ever again. Tonight shouldn't have happened.
I really hope your enjoying the story line so far! I'm really enjoying writing it. I know it's not as interesting as all the smut but I'm hoping you still find it good😅
- Beth
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Fanfiction"...My body was covered in sweat. Some of my mascara had come off because of it, and was underneath my eyes. My lips were red and swollen, and my hair was an absolute mess. I gasp as I slowly remove the towel to see small purple and blue bite mar...
