My Thoughts During Class

Why Not Just Give Up

Why not just give up?

Why not just give this all up?

Me? I'm a piece of shit.

My past haunts me.

No one understands me.

I don't even deserve to live; THIS life that I live in? What's the point?

If I myself can't even seem to love myself, why should others?

God: Because I gave My all for you, and I never gave up on you. I loved you even if you thought no one could. Because I don't care about your past. What I can give you is a secured future if you just trust Me. I knew you before you were even born. I molded you into perfection. You don't like how you look? It hurts to hear that. Before even molding you I already planned who you'd be. Even if they'll all leave you, I won't. I promise not to leave you. I know the stars--- each by name. I feed the birds of the sky, the bears of the forest, the fish of the sea---- how much more for you, My child? 

Even if you feel like letting go, I won't. I will hold you together, just as laminin does.

I. Will. Not. Let. You. GO.

Trust me, please.

Come home.