Just A Little More

Thinking Sexual

Teri's POV

Last night man, there is a world of words I can describe last night. Sherri fell asleep on me while we were watching a movie and I could not stop staring at her. Why on earth am I so drawn to her like what is happening. I admitted to her that I'm gay but she never said anything about her sexuality. I can't like I need to keep my distance until she do something I don't want to run her away not now. Not even ever. I'm still in my bed just thinking about her it's like 5 in the morning and I have to work in a hour I early need to snap out of it. I get thrown out of my thoughts by a knock on the door. "Come in," I sit up and wait for the person who knocked to come in. When I seen who knocked it wasn't only one person it was my two twins. "Hey babies," I watch them run towards me and jump on the bed all I can do is smile from ear to ear. "Hey mama," Cierra says before kissing me on my left cheek and Savannah kissing me on my right making  me smile even more. "I love you girls, you know that," they nod and giggle and Savannah starts to play with my fingers. "Sav you okay?" I ask her. I kinda think I know the answer but I still want to ask I think it's about Justin. "It's umm.....It's just about Justin...Umm I still....I still can't...can't believe he...he broke up with....me," I notice when she's crying or nervous that she stutters but clearly she isn't nervous so she has to be crying. "Hey, hey look at me," I use my pointer finger to boost her head up so she's looking at me "Sav, I thought you found a new boy what's his name?" I ask her already knowing his name but just wanting her to say it so she knows she has someone on the other hand. "David? Yeah I like him he's way different from Justin way different," she says moving her head so she can look down again. "Sis isn't that suppose to be a good thing, Justin was funny but he's a stupid boy you need someone smart. You know I heard that David is a piano player a really good one he got like a bunch of trophies. Oh and he has like 4 request for colleges already for music. That's a guy you should want I know I would want him," Cierra says laughing and playing with my bracelet. "She's right love, hey Cierra is there any man you want or have an eye on. Spill the beans," I smile and she just looks up and sigh while putting her head back down. "No, I'm taking a lay low on boys right now," she says still looking down. "Okay that's good I'm not going to push your buttons. Alright girls I have to get ready for work and you two have to get ready for school alright lefts go," they groan and fake sleep until I push both of them off the bed laughing and they're screaming.

Bailee's POV

"¿Así que Cuándo tú y Tom va en esa fecha?" (So when are you and Tom going on that date?) Maia ask all smiley and stuff causing me to smile. "No sé que pronto espero me pregunte primero," (I don't know soon I hope he ask me first) I say, I know he's suppose to ask first but I don't know how to be with a male he's my first well going to be my first he didn't ask to be my boyfriend. Mami is always listening to our conversation and is smiling every time I talk about Tom. "Bebe que yo se que soy gay pero que no olvidó cómo los hombres supongo que para tratar a una dama. Suponen a chica en una fecha no la otra manera alrededor del amor," (Baby I know I'm gay but I haven't forgot about how men suppose to treat a lady. They are suppose to ask to girl on a date not the other way around love,) I watch mami giggle and Maia join her and I just look at them and roll my eyes. She hands me and my sister a plate of pancakes and a glass of orange juice. Once she was finished Savannah, Cierra, and Teri came down stairs and I seen Teri and mami hug for like 2 minutes like are they falling for each other. Even though they will become a cute couple but I still can't stand that mami wont get back with papi and it's nerve racking really. I want them to get married again but it's not going to happen it's just not. "¿A veces deseas que mami no era gay y que todavía podría conseguir detrás junto con papi?" (Do you sometimes wish that mami wasn't gay and that she could still get back together with papi?) I whisper over to Maia while she chews on her pancakes. When she finished chew she finally talked "sí pero creo que Teri es mucho mejor entonces papá como mira su she de tan perfecto. Mamá y Teri hará el más lindo y un oficial de policía y de fuerte alguna vez pareja maja," (Yeah but I think Teri is way better then dad like look at her she's so perfect. A police officer and she's strong and mom and Teri will make the cutest couple ever maja) I nod because now that I see it, It's true they do make a cute couple well would just look at them over there smiling from ear to ear and staring at each other like they are the only people on earth maldita madre Haz las mujeres derecho! (Damn mom get the right women) I smile to how I'm thinking but it creeps me out at the same time.