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Chapter 8:La la la I Can't Hear You

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I storm away and push people away.  I am so humiliated. All because of that fucker Alex. He's ruining my whole life day by day. I could just kill myself.
"Emily let me explain!"  I hear Alex yell after me.
Humh. That nasty egghead deserves to be punched,but nooo Alex has to play hero and save his girlfriend's saggy ass.
"Okay explain." I say.
"Emily. She is my girlfrie-" 
He never finishes because I cover my ears and yell "LA LA LA I CAN'T HEAR YOU."
"Emily let me explain." He pleads.
"LA LA LA I STILL CAN'T HEAR YOU!" I yell.
"Let me explain." I say emphasizing the "me" part. "Uh humh."I clear my throat before talking.
"You humiliated me at school. I could've beat her sad ass you know. We both know she deserves it." I point and him and back to me when saying the "we both know it" part of my speech. "She is a big piece of shit that is stuck to my shoe and won't scrape off. She bothers me quite often(cough verbal abuse cough) I always act like I don't care but guess what? I'm only human! I hurt too. That's why I am pissed. The one chance I get to humiliate her after she humiliated me hundreds of times you have to play hero and ruin it for me. I didn't care wether I got suspended. I didn't care about other people watching me. All I cared was humiliating her. Giving her a taste of her own medicine. Maybe if I punched her,it would knock some reality into her." I spit at him. "But that didn't happen because you had to play hero and save the day. Hope you're happy. You just made my life worse. Now I'll always be known as the girl that tried to beat someone up but pathetically fails. As I said before hope you're happy."
I finish and walk away. I have no idea where I'm going to go but all I know is I need to go away from him.
"Hey, hey Emily Holmes. I'll make it up to you. I'm sorry. I-"
"Look I don't need another one of your pathetic excuses. Leave me alone for the last fucking time." I cut him off with my hand. "Now close that big ass mouth of yours cause you're gonna catch herpes. I can see it in the air. Oh wait it's because Little miss bitch Michelle is coming over. No wonder I see herpes everywhere."

"Alex did she do anything to you?!" She shrieks.
I walk away letting them have heir moment. My eyes are staring straight ahead replaying everything that happened hear past few days. Then everything goes blurry. No I'm not about I faint, nor am I dying. I'm actually crying.
"Emily are you okay?" Alex says and runs after me.
Just like a dramatic movie it starts to rain.
I run around and give him a right smile. A very fake one. You can obviously tell that I am crying because my eyes are bit red.
"I'm fine and you can leave me alone. I don't want you bothering me anymore." I say and turn around once again walking away.
I'm so stupid. It's raining and I don't have anything to cover myself with. I'm such a egghead. I then flick myself on the side of my head. Even that stupid bimbo brought a umbrella that he and ale are sharing. Or some weird reason I feel j-e-alous. What is wrong with me? I'm not looking where I'm going and I trip over a tree root. I make a loud thud and splash when j fall and Alex turns and runs towards me to help me up.
I stop him with my hand and force my self up. I run around and give him a tiny smile through my blurred eyes.
"I'm fine. No need I help me up."
I run away. Ugh. At the worst moment I always humiliate myself.
I get home and jump into my closet trying to find dry clothes to wear.
Once I'm changed and all dry I decide to write in my journal. I rarely do this. Only when I feel like I've been hit by a truck several times in a row.
Thursday

7/14/2017

Hey what's up. Life is pretty shitty at the moment. So I decided to write in you. Big surprise right?! Last time I wrote in you I wrote about Moving back to California. Now I feel like a idiot writing in my journal like its a real person. #singleforever
Okay that was weird. But I just wish sometimes boys would understand us and our language. Yes we both speak English but here are some phrases that mean the complete opposite.
Fine=not fine
I don't have stuff going on= I actually do
Not hungry= I'm starving
I'm busy = I'm not busy
I don't care = I care a hell lot
Leave me alone= don't leave me alone stay with me and comfort me.

Okay the last one I made up but I know the others are true. I just wish that boys would understand. Like I know I need to understand things about them too but I just wish they'd understand. I wish they could step in our shoes once or even my shoes. See how Alex would like it if one day in his life he was at the bottom of the social chain and everyday people would bully you. See how he would like it and handle it. I mean there should be a highschool white chicks. Like jocks should go undercover as girls. I would kill to watch that movie. And here I am again talking I my journal like a crazy lady. My Ideas are literally the stupidest in he entire world. And yeah I'm done. See ya in a while journal.
Luv the crazy lady you know as the person writing in you. Okay that sounder totally wrong it sounder better in my head. Yeah. Definitely.

I shut my notebook and stare at the ceiling. My parents are working late tonight so me and Owen get the house to ourselves.
"I'm going out Owen!" I yell in his bedroom and he looks up from his game. GTA as usual. He's addicted.
I walk out the front door and head to the park. I sit in the mech reading my old entries and laugh reading about how funny I was back in the day. Man I was so childish. Like
In elementary school we would do something call mash. So mash stood for Mansion,apartment,street(homeless) and house. Then you would she to pick 3 boys and girls,3 pets and 3 numbers basically saying how many children you want. The you pick a random number from one to ten and whatever number you pick you pick the stuff thy you choose and you elementary stuff as you go. I know it sounds complicated at first but it's easier to show you but I can't. I was current looking at the mash where I out Alex's name. This was back in 6th grade. Hot dang I was probably the most immature kid in that grade. I mean who does that in 6th grade anymore? Slaps forehead multiple times.
My eyelids start to get droopy and before I know it I'm asleep on the bench.

About 11pm...

I wake up with a jolt. How long was I asleep. I have have absolutely no clue. I jump off the bench and walk back home quickly.
"I'm home!!" I yell.
Thank The Lord my parents aren't home yet and Owen is still playing GTA.
I walk back upstairs to my roll and quickly change into my sleeping clothes.
"Goodnight world. Hope tomorrow is better." I whisper and turn off the light.

Alex's POV

I walk through the park listening to the quiet rustle of leaves up in the trees. My hands are stuffed in my pockets and I'm shivering. Don't ask me what I'm doing in the park so late. Just don't. I have my reason.
"Man it's fucking cold. " I say to myself.
Then suddenly as fate has it I see Emily hurrying away from the park.
What is she doing here so late? Whatever she told me not to bother her anymore so I don't say anything. Instead I keep walking. I then approach a bench and see a small journal. Ooh fate is being nice to me right now. Are you guys thinking what I'm thinking.
Meh probably not.
This is Emily's. I can read it and use it as blackmail. Hehehe.
Emily get ready for a whole lot of sexiness coming your way.
You guys don't know who's sexiness? Man I bet even Michelle would know. Oh wait sorry bad reference. But anyways guys it's me! I'm the "sexiness!"
Whatever Alex snap out of your crazy thoughts.
I smirk be careful Emily. Be very very careful.
Heh heh heh.
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AHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAH! So cliche so predictable! Don't judge. This is how I want my book to be so leave me alone. Flips hair and smiles.
Do you guys like Alex's POV? I'm a girl and personally. I think writing in his POV is easier than writing in Emily's. I have no idea why.
Yeah I updated too. A long chapter. Hope you guys are happy!! I am. Hope you all are having a wonderful summer!
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Ashley the great.