Forever? Forever.

Chapter Seven

::Couple Weeks Later::

»Cyrus's POV«

The nightmare kept happening. But I stopped caring. I finally trust Jonah. We were going to meet up at the spoon he had practice first.

I got ready and started walking there. I sat down and ordered out food. I was looking out the window to see Jonah kissing Amber.

I almost burst out crying. I ran out of the spoon and over to them. I yanked on Amber's hair and pulled her back.

" Jonah why?! I finally trust you! Well now I don't" I spat at him. " Cyrus! She kissed me!" He tried to explain. " But you didn't pull back!" I yelled in his face.

I ran to his house. Where I live. I'm so hurt right now. I wanna die! I make it there and go to my room.

They finally finished it. I go in the bathroom and think about everything. It's all coming down on me.

I look around. I found it. My pill bottle.

( Jonah's POV )

I yell at Amber then run home to Cyrus. I finally make it and run up to my room. He wasn't there. I walk in his room and his bathroom door is closed.

I heard him groaning, crying. I quickly opened the door and his arms were bleeding.

He was trying to open his pill bottle.
" Cyrus!" I yell. He starts crying. " No! I just wanna die!" He yelled. I start crying. " If you die! I die!" I yelled. He dropped the pill bottle and fell to the floor.

He leaned his head on the bathtub and closed his eyes. " Jonah, why does life hate me?" He asked.

" It doesn't hate you Cyrus. It's just finally catching up to you and you got to beat it" I say. He nods and I get on his lap. I grab a towel and start to wipe the cuts.

Some looked reopened. " Cyrus?" I asked. He looked at me and I finished.
" Have you cut before?" I asked. He nodded and I nodded.

I have nothing to say, except that he will never be doing this again. Ever.

I finish wiping them off and I look at him. He looks back at me. I bite my lip and smash my lips on his.

He kissed back. I smile and lay my head on his shoulder. " Cyrus, please promise me you won't go this again?" I asked. He nodded and we got up and went to my room. We cuddled up on my bed and fell asleep.

We will talk about that dumb blonde Amber later.

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This hurt to write.
But it will finally get better.