Moving to Melbourne (beau brooks) EDITING

Chapter 6

(Beaus pov)

"Ermm ermm it's your dad " I said to Alisha

"What do you mean it's my dad " Alisha said and tears began is her eyes

"He he he's dead" I said and Alisha started crying and I walked up to her and embraced her in a hug and she cried into my shoulder .

(20 minutes later still beaus pov )

Alisha had stopped crying but was really upset I would to if my mum died.

" how my mum said he is recovering from it not getting diagnosed with it " Alisha said

"I don't know babe why don't you get yourself cleaned up " I said to her and she walked to the bathroom.

(Millie's pov drama scene )

I walked into the bathroom locked the door and went to clean myself and as I was doing that I saw something sparkle in. My eye it was a razor I walked slowly to it and grasped it in my hand , i tried stopping myself ,I didn't know how to my mind was telling me no but my body was telling me yes (DIDNT INTEND THIS TO ME A JOKE BEAUSE OF THE SONG ), had my arm ready and the razor ready I slowly put the razor on my arm and pulled it up and down my skin . The blood was oozing out but it felt like I was washing away all the pain i haven't cut for all long time I had been clean for 3 months . i quickly dried the fresh cut and found I bandage in the bathroom cupboard and wrapped it around my wrist and put my jacket on and walked back out . The cut started stinging and burning a lot and it killed.i walked into beaus bedroom and sat on the bed and beau said "you look tired do you want to sleep here for the night again " I feel so bad now I have just cut myself and risked my life and I have beau he could of made my happier by cheering me up but instead I chose the hard option to cut myself and try and hide It fro. The world what will the fans say , what will my mum say , even worse what will beau say or do he could dump me he can't he is the best thing that has happened in my life except Isabel and my fans .

"Can we watch I film " I said to beau

"Of course " he said .

I'm going to tell him or shouldn't I what should I do . I'm going to tell him .

"Ermm beau whileowasinthebathroomisortofsawarazorandcutmyself" I said quickly

"What was that again but slower this time" he said

"I said while I was in the bathroom I saw a razor and cut myself and I know you will probably dump me for it but I had to tell you " i said and beau just looked at my with tears in his eyes

"I would never do dump you Alisha but just answer me one question why " he said

"Really you would stay with me and I did it because I thought I couldn't handle it without my dad and as soon as I did it I remembered I had you and the rest of the guys a and my mum " I said looking into his eyes . He looked me in the yes and leaned In and he closed the gap we kissed for a bit and and then I drifted away .

"The good news is it's a little and thin cut a little bit in I didn't go full so it will hopefully close up or I could get stitches and say I cut it on Some broken glass" I said and beau just looked at me.

"Can I see it " beau said I nodded and took of my jacket and unwrapped the bandage and showed him but not showing him my other scars.

"Your right it's not that deep shall I take you to the hospital" beau said I that's is when I knew he actually cares about me not like my ex boyfriend Back in England who just liked to show me off and force me to make out with him .

"If you want to " I said to him

"I am " beau said and we walked out of his room downstairs and went outside and got in his car "