Moving to Melbourne (beau brooks) EDITING

chapter 8

(beaus pov) 

I could not forget about what i saw last night its still in my head and it wont leave. The fact that she has done this to herself hurts but it hurts even more to see that image of her in my head. I really want her to recover. she has to recover. 

(alishas pov) 

I woke up in a unfamiliar bed then I rememebered I stayed over at beaus again. i turned around to see beau but she wasnt there so i got up and walked to the bathroom and was almost knocked into next year by jai. gosh i didnt know he was that tall , or i must be really small.

" sorry alsiha" he said worringly 

"haha its okay" i said 

"okay well away bathroom is free" he said guestering me to go in.

" thanks" i replied and walked in.

"oh and beau isdown stairs he didnt want to wake you." jai said from behind the door 

"okay thanks jai" i replied 

" no probs girl" he said in a girly tone. i just laughed did my business , washed my hands and walked out the bathroom and walked down the stairs. 

"ALISHA youre always right, dont you have to put bleach on the hair first so the colour comes out brighter because if you dont use it , it looks darker?" luke shouted 

" one i am not always right, im so dumb and two yes you do have to bleach on first so it come out brighter like mine , why ?" i replied 

" ha see beau im right, woohooo yas bitches" luke cheered 

" whatever luke your happy you was right for once, well one " beau clapped me and jai just sat there laughing along.

" oh yea Alisha , remeber when i said could you die the front bits of my hair ? " luke asked 

" yea you was messing rght ?" i replied 

" well no im being serious and can you do it now? " luke asked shyly 

" luke not right now she has only just got up" beau said sternly 

" no no its okay ill just run over to mine to get  the stuff" i said the the boys 

" let me come" jai shouted 

"okay" i said bubbily 

as jai and i are getting our shoes on i felt a really bad pain in my stomach, i knew exactly what it was it was from eating the ice cream the other day. ill have to fight the pain  until i get into my house.

( if anyone dosesnt know about that pain its where your body is used to the routine of not eating so if you eat someone your body isnt used to , it makes you feel sick and makes otu throw up. in Alishas case , her body is used to maybe 2 pieces of fruit a week and a salad and then purging them up so she is not used to ice cream at all. ) 

as jai and i got into my house my mum still wasnt in probaly at work.

"im just going to get the bleach, can you get the brushes and the colours just get red oand blue  theyre in that cupboard of there" i said pointing at the cupboard.

" sure" jai repied "hey oyu ok you look a bit pale" 

"yes im fine dont worry" i said quickly 

i ran upstairs to the bathroom and coughed my guts out and flished the toilet . I hate this. why does anorexia hav to exist?I thiught,  i cried on the floor for 2 minutes. after that I got up walked to my room and remembered that my mum moved all my stuff into my  extra room.

"alisha theres nothing in this cupboard and the rest have food in" jai shouted from the kitchen 

" yea i forgot my mum moved them theyre up here come help me please" i shouted back . suddenly i head very heavy footsteps come upstairs and jai came into the room. I grabbed the blue dye and the rd and the bleach and jai grabbed the gloves , brushes , towel and the foils. As Jai and I were walking back to his house you couldnt hear Beau and Luke shouting at eavh other. we jst laughed and walked in.

"GIVE ME THR FUCKING REMOTE DICKHEAD" beau shouted 

"DONT FUCKING CALL ME A DICKHEAD AND NO IM WATCHING SOMTHING" Luke shouted back 

" hey whats going on here" jai intupts 

"luke put a movie on when i was alread watching somthing so i kindly asked him to put it back an the said no so we started argueing" Beau says 

" typical boys anyway is it just luke getting his done or anyone else" i said

" yea me i want mine doing what colours did you bring" beau says 

"i have brought red or blue" 

"yes my favourtie colour" beau an dluke said in unison "okay well i need to do it in the bathroom so so upstairs and jai can you  bring those things for me " i sai 

"yea sure" jai said and we walked up stairs to the bathroom. jai and i place all of the stuff on the floor. and luke sits on the toilet an dbeau and jai sit in the bath. 

"me first" luke says . i wash lukes hair and dried it. i poured the bleach and the lighening liquis into the bowl and strated to mix it.

"by the way this stinks" i say to the boys.  i seprerated lukes heair and started to brush the bleach onto his hair. " see beau bleach" luke said sassily and beau just rolled his eyes. as i finshed putting the bleach on the first bit of her I took abit of foil and rolled it into his hair. and i replated that until he had 5 little bits of foil in his hair. " right youre done for now, beaus turn" i did the same for beau but his took longer because hi s hair is different to lukes . 

" right beau sit where lukes is and luke sit here " i said pinting at the toilet. Now i am taking the foils out of his hair and washing the bleach to put the blue onto the now blonde ends. its exatly the same routine as before out the dye on and then foil it , luke is now done and i am doing beaus and the exact same with luke put the dye on and foil it but beaus is red.

after about 40 minutes of waiting i washed the dye of thebiys hair and dried it and they were done.

"its looks sick" luke shouted 

"ye its looking sick" beau continued "thanks Alisha" they said in unison 

" no problem " i said and walked to beaus room to get my phone. i grabbed my phone of the bedside cabnet and suddenly felt a strong pair of arms around my waist i looked up to see beau.

(beaus pov) 

Alisha has just went to my room to get her phone so i followed her n and wrapped my arms around her wasit . "hi" she said as she looked at me. i still cant get that image of her stomache out of my head . i need to tell her. but how?  

"hey babe"i said 

"yea" 

" Yesterday when you was asleep you top came up and you couls literally see your bones and i need you to answer m one question" i said and tears were forming in her eyes 

"go on" she replied 

"why?" 

"in year 10 so 2 years me and isabel posted a vine and it was of us and a another friend i cant remeber who it was and we were just messing about in london for a school trip and this girl and here friends wheere saying eww look how ugly and fat she is and then direct messageing me say die fatty and start purging and go the gym an all that so i done what she told me to start purging and stop eating " she said with tears in her eyes. I pulled her into a hug and let her cry into my chest. 

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